Meant To Be + Chase Them Away

Tear us apart

Songs used for this chapter:
Barely Breathing by Cory Monteith and Darren Criss
Just so you know by Jesse McCartney(?)

Newt

"You what?!"both Teresa and Mihno shout at me.I knew I had to just leave them an email,they can't yell at me over an email!

"It's not that important"

"You can't shucking do this to us!"Mihno complained"You can't just break the Gladers,without you we are nothing"

"Newt please don't do this to us"Teresa added as she held Mihno's arm.

"I promise I'll skype you shanks everyday"

"Oh please"Teresa sobbed while sniffing her nose"Friendships over distance never work"

I faked a smiled and hugged both of them.I'm really gonna miss them,I'll miss Alby,Ben,Sonya,Harriet even Gally.Who am I kidding?I'll even miss Brenda.

"This isn't about Thomas right?"

"No it isn't"I replied,damn it I had completly forgotten about Thomas.I'm gonna miss him more than everyone,I can't believe we never even got a second chance.

"I should probably go and tell him the news"I muttered and told them goodbye.Now it was time for the hard part.

Thomas

I wonder what he wants...

"Thomas"

"Newt"

It really breaks my heart when I hear him calling me like that.He always called me Tommy,it was our thing.

"I wanted to talk to you"

"Then go ahead,talk"

"Tommy I--"he stopped and looked at my buzzing phone.I recognised the number,it was Brenda's.

"Is that her?"he said as he emphasized the her.

"Why do you care?"

Stupid stupid STUPID!

Why am I getting so defensive about it?

"You know what?I don't"he spat at me and picked up his bags"I can't believe I thought you cared"

"Well I can't believe how I trusted you back then"he turned to face me with his eyebrows furrowed"I actually believed you were torn about what to do,it turns out I'm just a fool for staying"

"Then I might as well say goodbye"

Me:I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline
When I kiss away your tears

I sang and sat down against the piano while Newt stood at the opposite side.

Newt:You really had me going
Wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you
Are heavier by far

Me: I believed in your confusion
You were so completely torn
It must have been that yesterday
Was the day that I was born

Newt:There's not much to examine
There's nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious
If you have to ask me why

Both:I say goodbye
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care