The Diary of a Struggling Genderfluid: 2

It's Almost Thanksgiving

Hm. I'm feeling very thoughtful today.

No, I won't list what I'm thankful for just yet, as it isn't specifically Thanksgiving yet. Trust me when I say I'll have a list for you.

I don't know. I've been thinking a lot lately about this book and the last, and how I used to update almost every day. Now that I'm super busy with school and... I will admit, feeling much more depressed again (praise Daniel Howell and Phil Lester ok they make me so much happier plus anime and I am gonna be alright, although I have cried myself to sleep the past three nights nice) I just feel badly that I don't update as often. I feel a little disconnected from you guys. Idk.

However, I'm amazed at just how many reads my other journal has. Like wtf??? 12k reads??!? That's more than my frerard fic. Man I wish that thing had 12k reads.

I feel badly for disconnecting with you guys. I love being on here and reading your stuff, and it makes me amazed to see other people starting their journals and tagging me in them, saying 'thank you for inspiring me to start one!'. Like, me? I inspired you? If absolutely anything, seeing you guys comment and support me inspires me, and I'm honestly so grateful for all of you. It makes me infinitely happy to see you all here.

Here's to this upcoming holiday, and here's to you guys. I love you all.

Grey out. (neutral)