The Diary of a Struggling Genderfluid: 2

Being a Feminine Boy

Hey guys. Good to see you over here.

So I know in the last book, the last part I updated about was being genderflux. Meaning, my gender fluctuates between neutral and male. What a wonderful thing.

The problem is, I'm a really feminine boy sometimes.

I explain it like this: when I was identifying as a female, I always dressed masculinely, because that was how I felt on the inside, and how I wanted to present on the outside. But, now that I've become more comfortable and confident in myself, and I know deep down I have that connection to being male, I say fuck gender norms and I can embrace my feminine side more. I'm not saying I want to wear dresses and skirts and stuff, but I am saying that I do occasionally want to wear makeup and a cuter outfit and walk sassily and flaunt to people what they can't have because I am cute as hell but ace as hell.

I think the only reason I felt like I needed to conform to 'boy' norms before was because of gender and societal norms. At this point I don't really care and I am a cute af non-binary person that people can't fuck with.

Alright guys. Love ya.

Grey out. (fem boy)