The Point of No Return {sequel to The Arbitrary life of Avery Blake [teacher]}

The Point of No Return {sequel to The Arbitrary life of Avery Blake [teacher]}12

“Your counselor and your long lost sister” a silent thought past between Kimberly and Naomi, unsuspected by Avery.

Naomi looked over to Kimberly, giving her a hard look and urging her forward for some unknown reason.

‘I can’t do this yet, I’m sorry Naomi; and Avery, just be patient.’ Kimberly murmured as she walked away, head slung forward.

‘Be patient for what?’ I whispered.

I was completely oblivious.

‘Avery, just listen to Kimberly. And also, she’s a good person, don’t hold anything against her.’

‘Says the person who was momentarily arguing with her.’

‘Avery-‘ Naomi tried to say. ‘N-no, I’m sorry, I’m just feeling snappy because I can tell you guys are hiding something from me and I can’t do anything about it.’

‘I’m sorry-‘

‘No, seriously, I’m sorry. I’m sure you have your reasons.’ I tried to say maturely.

‘We do.’

There was silence.

‘Avery, have you thought about…’ she trailed.

‘I-I think.’

‘I can’t do it unless you’re certain.’

‘When’s the earliest I can go?’ I asked.

‘Whenever you’re ready.’

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The sun hit me as soon as I walked out of the building.

Naomi was walking next to me as we were on our way to her car as we had just come out of the Family Centre.

‘Avery, please talk to me, you haven’t said anything since you went into that room.’ Naomi said as she buckled her seatbelt.

I simply turned my head and gazed out the window.

‘It’s alright to talk about it, even cry about it Avery, I’m here if you need me.’

I think she got the hint as she started her car and momentarily began driving.

The rest of the drive was encased in silence. But my mind was blank…barely a thought passing through it in that half hour.

I could have cried, yeah I could have but I felt nothing, not a single emotion, nothing to make me cry, to make me frown, nothing.

I went to the Family Clinic to have an ultrasound and see the baby I had conceived but then they told me it wasn’t breathing…there wasn’t a pulse. I didn’t even get a choice in the matter, I didn’t get to decide if I wanted it or not.

And still I felt nothing.

I was a simple but very much complicated soul stuck in a shell. No heart, no soul, just a soul and an empty shell.

‘Avery, are you going to be alright?’ Naomi asked as we stepped out of her car.

I gave a small nod ‘I can’t leave you like this. I know you had a, a miscarriage but you can talk to me…you need to talk to me.’ Naomi said.

I shook my head and walked away, leaving a confused Naomi in my tracks.

Naomi Mitchell’s POV

I watched as Avery walked away from me, leaving not even a simple word.

There was something wrong. Her face was emotionless and she hadn’t even ushered a word.

I guess she was just a child and she had her choice ripped away from her when they told her she had a miscarriage.

It was cruel.

And yet she still beheld no emotion.

She must have been in shock and I could understand that. But I was going to have to check in on her tomorrow as her counselor and see if she was okay.

I was also thinking of arranging more sessions as she clearly needed them. Just when I thought everything was beginning to go her way, it all blows up in her face.

‘Ms. Mitchell!’ I heard as I turned around and met with Meghann.

‘Hello Meghann. And just call me Naomi.’ I said.

‘OK. What’s wrong with Avery?’ she asked.

‘It’s not my place to tell. She has her right of confidentiality. You will have to talk to her.’

‘Yeah, you see the problem don’t you? She’s not talking to me.’

‘She’s just in shock.’ I accidently let slip out.

‘In shock from what?’ Meghann asked innocently.

I stayed silent ‘Naomi…please. You can’t hold off from me now.’

‘No, Avery will never trust me again, I can’t sorry.’ I apologized as I quickly walked of, not wanting to tell Meghann anymore then I had to.

I already felt as though I was failing Avery.

Unknown POV

I stood there against the wall in shock.

I had accidently heard everything.

I cursed under my breath.

I couldn’t believe Avery had had a miscarriage.

LetMeThink0:

Hmm… I wonder who it was, right ? ;)

Well comment and guess who and I may possibly tell you :P

Oh and it’s hard to explain what Kiren has because I don’t exactly know what it’s called :L

If you have ever watched Skins UK season 1 through 2, it’s what Chris had…

I’m pretty happy how this chapter turned out because of Avery and the miscarriage and her refusing to talk…hmm… I wonder when Cole will find out…haven’t thought that far ahead lol.

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P.s. OMG i'm meeting Lauren Kate (the author of Fallen series) next week and im going to get her to sign all three of my books! I Am HEAPS excited!!! Ahhh, whish me luck :)

Oh and watched Harry Potter and the deathly hallows part 2 the other day, HOW GOOD IS IT???