Tiana POV:
I wake up feeling much better! I noticed that I need to stop letting the stuff Jasmine says to me get to my head! Because I'm better than that!
I decide to txt Jay:
Tiana👑: Goodmorning baby boy!
Baby💍💞🙈: Goodmorning beautiful how did u sleep? You feelin better?
Tiana👑: Sleeping was great I got a lot of my mind! And yes I feel much better!
Baby💍💞🙈: That's good! Can you come over?
Tiana👑: Yea I'll be over in an hour!
Baby💍💞🙈: Ok thx bye babe! Love you
Tiana👑: I love you too 😘 bye!
I get showered and dressed I just wear jean shorts and a white t shirt with flip flops! I grab my keys and purse and head over to Jays house!
(Jays house)
I arrive at his house and park in the driveway...I see there's no cars there but his... so I'm guessing his parents aren't there! I go to the door and ring the doorbell.
Jay opens the door.
" Hey baby!" I say
" Hey Tiana" he says softly
We walk in the house and go sit on the couch! We just watch tv.
" Tiana I gotta talk to you about something!??!" He says bluntly
" Ok go ahead talk" I say knowing it's not gonna be good!
" Yesterday after you told me to go...I went to practice and after, I was in the locker room just pondering about things and here comes Jasmine, and she's all touching up on me and we kissed! And I am so sorry baby! I have just been goin thru so much stress lately and I don't know why! I just wasn't thinking!" Jay says putting his hands on his head
" Oh......." I say boringly
" That's all you gotta say is " Oh" your supposed to yell at me and hit me and ect....." He says looking confused
I've been hurt so many times that I'm just used to it, I have no emotions about it! This happens on the usual for me so I don't cry about it! I could really care about it....
" I-I just am used to it so it really doesn't bother me" I say carelessly
" But baby....I want you to care! I don't want you to just think me doing this is "OK" I did wrong and your supposed to torture me about it" he says madly
" Tbh Jay I really don't know what you want me to say to you right now! I mean you did it and I can't change that!" I say staring at him annoyed
" Tiana I really think you should get counseling...this just isn't right!?! This isn't a normal reaction!" He says and I'm shocked
" Oh thx....maybe Ill enroll myself in counseling! Ill think about that! I think it's time for me to go now! " I say sadly getting up
" No Tee I'm sorry I didn't mean it in that way! I really didn't...I just thought you should talk to someone who can help you other than me! " he says grabbing my arm
" J-Jay I just think it's best if we just take a break!" I say with tears falling down my face, getting out his grip I walking out the door!
I get in my car and drive off! I stop at star bucks to get a iced coffee and I stay in the parking lot to just think about things.
Maybe I need help? I want this to work out for me and Jay..... I just have a lot of problems that I need to handle! Because I'm stressing him out and it's not good! I think this break is a good way for me to get clean!
I go home and just talk to my mom about the counseling and she thinks that would be good for me so tomorrow I will officially be starting my counseling sessions!
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