Hailee Steinfeld oneshots

Alive✏️

A/n: just a lil poem for yall. Enjoy! Just a little trigger warning: one mention of suicide, toxic relationship obv

Toxic is all we ever were
Toxic is all you ever were
Someone who loves you wouldn't do this
Someone who loves you wouldn't treat you like that
Did you even love me at all?

You made me cry every night
Your words were never light
You convinced me that leaving wasn't an option
"I need you." Is what you said
You didn't need me
You needed someone to control
Someone to have in your grasp

And you had me
I loved you
And that blinded me
All your actions were justified
Just because of three words
"I love you."
You don't you never did
I wish I had the courage to end it when it started breaking me
Instead I let it go
I forgave you and continued to let you drown me

When you would dissappear for hours
Because of our fights
The come back and put all the guilt on me
I couldn't carry all of that guilt
The weight of you was already too much for me to handle

I wanted to leave so many times
But you held me down
Not letting me get any air from above the water
Then you would threaten suicide
Make me change my mind
Make me believe I was the only thing keeping you alive

Alive I was during you
But after you I'm finally living

A/n: what do yall think? Please do tell in the comments. I love you all! As always dont forget to take care of urself and stay safe! Byeeeee!