Enough

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A/n: just a lil something to make u lot sad. Thought ido do kne in hailees pov since i dont do that a lot, tell me if u like it. Enjoy!

Summary: Hailee sees her girlfriend cry for the first time

Wc: 1066

Warnings: none i think
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Hailees pov:

"Y/n I'm here! And I have food" I shout chuckling as I enter my girlfriends apartment

No answer

"Y/n?" I ask entering the kitchen and not seeing her there. My eyebrows furrow in confusion as I place the food down on the counter.

"Y/n? Where are you?" I whisper to myself checking the living room. My eyes scan the living room in hope of seeing the y/h/c girl. But my eyes don't catch a glimpse of her

"Bedroom?" I whisper to myself in confusion

I make my way quietly up the stairs, thinking maybe she's asleep. My hand turns the doorknob of her bedroom.

As I enter it I see her sitting on the bed with her phone in her hands. As she hears the door open she flickers her eyes over to me.

As she does I notice her eyes are bloodshot and there is water collecting at the bottom eyelid of her eyes.

"Hailee, wh-what are you doing here?" She asks sniffling and wiping her tears away

"Baby are you okay?" I ask worry evident in my voice

"Yeah--yeah i'm fine" She smiles, the tears in her eyes pooling with even more tears

"Y/n what's wrong?" I question taking a seat on her bed

"Nothing baby" She reassures me "I'm fine" the words roll of her tongue more like she's trying to convince herself she's okay rather than to trying to convince me

"Y/n don't lie to me" I warn her taking her hands into mine. Her gaze flies down to our hands as she tries to avoid eye contact

"Am-Am I enough?" Her voice shakes at the words that just left her mouth. My eyes widen at her question as my heart shatters like glass. She raises her head looking in my eyes as some tears roll down her cheek. To hide that the corner of her lips curve into a soft smile.

"Y/n--" I stop trying to find the words to reassure my girlfriend "You my love" I start cupping her face in my hands "are more than enough. Y/n you are amazing, smart, talented, breathtaking. You my love are perfect and definetley enough." I softly say to her my thumbs caressing her cheeks, wiping tears as well

She looks in my eyes, trying to force a smile. Opening her mouth to say something but instead of words a choked sob comes out. My heart shattering again at the sound.

Instantly my arms pull her closer to me, her head in the crook of my neck as countless tears silently spill from her y/e/c orbs.

Her hands tug at my shirt as if to tell me 'please don't leave'. My hand moves up and down my back, soothingly.

"I'm not going anywhere my love" I say, feeling tears pull in my own eyes "I'm right here"

Tears spill from her eyes, her sobs becoming more frequent. I hold her in my arms soothing her trying to fight back to urge to cry.

"I'm right here" I repeat, placing a soft kiss in her hair. She tugs at my shirt harder at the words, her sobs becoming less frequent.

The time feels like it's stopped as I hold her. My mind racing with why she thinks like this. Have I done something wrong? The fight to hold my tears back was long over as a couple of tears are spilling down my cheeks right now.

Y/ns cries have stopped for now. A few sniffles here and there, her hand is still tugging at my shirt. My hand never stopped rubbing her back soothingly.

She pulls away from my embrace, glancing at me with her bloodshot eyes. Her lips curve into a small smile, I return the smile as she brings her hand to brush the remaining tears from her cheeks.

"I'm sorry" She whispers, taking a deep breath

"For what?" I ask shuffling closer to her on the bed and placing a hand on top of hers

"For crying, I'm sorry I--It's stupid--I shouldn't be crying o-over this" She stutters, her eyes pulling with tears again but this time she fights them back

I shake my head at her words taking her face in my hands. She avoids eye contact, her eyes glued to her hands.

"My love, look at me" I whisper, caressing her cheeks softly. She reluctantly moves her head so her eyes find mine. I smile at her leaning in and pressing a kiss on her forehead. She places her hand at my wrist rubbing it soothingly as I pull away.

"Don't ever be sorry for crying" I say, my voice thick with seriousness "Every time you cry, every time you feel like you are not enough...I will be here...I will be here to brush your tears away. I will be here to remind you that you are good enough...Because you, my love are good enough. I don't know if anyone's ever said that to you before but trust me baby. You. Are. Good. Enough."

As I speak tears roll down her cheeks again, my thumbs brush them away. Looking at her a tear slips down my cheek, she notices quickly bringing her hand up and brushing the tear away.

"Thank you Hailee" She whispers "I needed that"

"Anytime my love, anytime" I smile leaning in closer and connecting our lips in a short, loving kiss "I brought food"

"Really?" She chuckles

"Yeah, it's downstairs" I say, removing my hands from her face

"I am hungry..." She smiles, wiping her eyes

"Let's go eat then" I say, pecking her lips again

"I love you" She says against my lips, making them immediately curl into a smile

"I love you too" I smile

"Always"

"And forever"
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A/n: tbh i need a hailee in my life. Hope yall enjoyed this! Don't forget to comment and vote!

Also what do u wanna see first bfs sister pt2 or first love pt3?

Thats it my loves until next time stay safe byeeeee!






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