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CHAPTER 30 Vijay Oberoi
"I h-hate you."
Leave my mind alone.
"I think.."
"You think what?"
"I love you."
LEAVE MY MIND ALONE.
"I'm sober today Vijay. Fuck me."
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
"Don't talk as if you are some gone case."
"I am."
Suddenly, Shanaya wraps her arms around me like a koala hugging a tree.
I wake up. This is the third time tonight I've waken up because of Shanaya's voice, and the image of her brown eyes, filled up with tears.
Then I realise, it isn't night anymore, it's not even morning, it's fucking afternoon.
The door to my room creaks open, and Ravi walks in.
"You look like a dead zombie." Ravi states.
"You're one to say that. Ever since you've broken up with Sarika, you've been acting like a dead zombie."
"Well, I'm back with her again."
I pause for a second.
"Good for you."
"And I heard you've been a jerk to Shanaya."
"How do you know?"
"I just saw her."
How is she? The question is on the tip of my tongue. But I don't ask.
"If you want to know... she's not fine at all."
I look at Ravi, he's frowning at me.
"I didn't want to know how she is. I don't care."
"Sure, Vijay."
"What? I don't want to know!"
"Did I say anything?"
I run a hand through my hair.
"You also missed class Vijay." Ravi states,"Though only the papers were discussed, and you'll probably score very high."
Oh yeah.. class.
"Shanaya was crying."
"I don't care Ravi, fuck off."
"She was sayin-"
"I said. Fuck. Off."
"Everyone was trying to con-"
"Shut the fuck up Ravi."
He shrugs, my reaction only bringing a smile to his face.
Crazy fucker.
After a few moments of silence I ask, "Was she really crying?"
"Yeah, like a lot."
"Fuck.. fuck me.."
"No thanks." Ravi says.
I glare at him. He's joking around, and I'm in such a dilemma.
"I need to clear my mind." I say, and go out of the room. To the lake.
.
.
Big mistake.
Because the lake reminds me of Shanaya. The first time I brought her hair and she fell in and I panicked, the same night she came over to the lake herself. Me calling her here after the talking with Daksh thing. Having sex with her here, talking about my dad over here.
Fuck. I can't stay here anymore.
The only place where I felt at peace is now full of memories of a girl I never deserved.
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