𝘖𝘬𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘵

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HYUNJIN

𝖮𝗇𝖾 𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗄 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋

༻⚘༺

I don't understand why they were acting like this. I thought after the sleepover everything was good and they were finally back on good terms with one another, but I guess not, "Why are you and Hannie arguing?" I asked, more annoyed than interested in the conflict. "We're not arguing, just voicing our opinions out very loudly, and with a bit of attitude."

"How do you feel Sungie..." Jisung opened his mouth before shutting it and looking at me with a hint of sadness in his eyes. "I-I don't know we were arguing even if he doesn't want to believe that— it was over something stupid as he says he it meant a lot to me..." If I could, I  would have given up on being a good friend and made out with both of them, but since this wasn't about me I had to fix the issue before it got outta control.

"What were you two arguing about?" I questioned. I had to get to the bottom of this and figure out what had triggered Jisung so badly to the point he was yelling for fuck's sake. "We were arguing about our break up. He came to me and demanded for an answer. But when I gave it to him, he got mad." Gosh, that sounds like Han Jisung. I thought to myself, I couldn't even defend the man if he was getting held at gunpoint.

A thing you got to love about Jisung. "Not true he didn't give an answer and I got upset! I mean if we're trying to heal I guess then we need to figure out why we broke up and why we started to despise each other."

"That sounds like a good idea." I agreed with Jisung that the only way is to find the main reason why they turned against each other. Minho didn't seem thrilled about it, but he agreed after seeing my sad puppy eyes. He sighed, "What do you want to know, Ji?"

"Well..."

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It's only been a month since Jisung and Minho told me about this three-month challenge, I guess you could call it. It's getting harder each day to figure out who I really like. It got harder day by day each one showed their sides that they didn't show often.

Maybe I should have stayed with Felix instead of getting involved in solving the issues of Minho Hyung and Jisung. I found myself stuck in a twisting tunnel with no way out. The more I tried to move forward, the deeper I fell. Fuck... I felt like Eve eating the forbidden fruit I knew my actions had consequences but I was addicted.

I was addicted to a few things but nothing was like being addicted to two human beings. Lee Minho... Han Jisung— "Get out of your head Hyunjin." I whispered to myself. It was the in of the semester and I needed to focus on my academics not two hot, funny, smart, the best kissers I've ever experienced, amazing body men.

"Get it together Hwang!" I whispered a shout to myself as I slapped my cheeks.

It was going to be a long two months...

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𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝗇𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝖽𝖺𝗒...

𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲
𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐠𝐚𝐲...
(...𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬)

ძᥱᥲr ᥒ᥆𝗍 ძіᥲrᥡ,

і᥎ᥱ ᑲᥱᥱᥒ sᥙ⍴ᥱr ᥴ᥆ᥒ𝖿ᥙsᥱძ... і ᥣіkᥱ mіᥒɦ᥆ ɦᥡᥙᥒg ᑲᥙ𝗍 іk 𝖿᥆r sᥙrᥱ ɦᥱs ɦіძіᥒg s᥆mᥱ𝗍ɦіᥒg 𝖿r᥆m mᥱ... ɦᥱs ᥲᥣᥕᥲᥡs ᥣᥱᥲ᥎іᥒg 𝗍ɦᥱ r᥆᥆m ᥕɦᥱᥒ ɦᥱ ᥴɦᥱᥴks ɦіs ⍴ɦ᥆ᥒᥱ... іk ᥕᥱ ᥲrᥱᥒ𝗍 ძᥲ𝗍іᥒg ᑲᥙ𝗍 ɦᥱ ᥴᥲᥒ ᑲᥱ ɦ᥆ᥒsᥱs𝗍 і𝖿 ɦᥱ іs 𝗍ᥲᥣkіᥒg 𝗍᥆ s᥆mᥱ᥆ᥒᥱ ᥱᥣsᥱ і ɦᥲ𝗍ᥱ sᥱᥴᥱr𝗍s ᥲᥒძ ɦᥱ ɦᥲs ᥆ᥒᥱ...  ȷіsᥙᥒg іs 𝖿іᥒᥲᥣᥣᥡ g᥆іᥒg 𝗍᥆ 𝗍ɦᥱrᥲ⍴ᥡ ᥲ𝖿𝗍ᥱr ᥲ ᥕɦ᥆ᥣᥱ ᑲᥙᥒᥴһ ᥆𝖿 ᥴ᥆ᥒ᥎іᥒᥴіᥒg, ɦᥱ sᥱᥱms ɦᥲ⍴⍴іᥱr 𝗍ɦᥲᥒ ᑲᥱ𝖿᥆rᥱ ᥕɦіᥴɦ іm ɦᥲ⍴⍴ᥡ ᥲᑲ᥆ᥙ𝗍...

𝖿ᥱᥣі᥊ s𝗍іᥣᥣ ɦᥲsᥒ𝗍 𝗍ᥲᥣkᥱძ 𝗍᥆ mᥱ ᥆r mіᥒɦ᥆ ɦᥡᥙᥒg ᥕһіᥴһ і ᥴᥲᥒ 𝗍ᥱᥣᥣ 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 і𝗍s ᑲ᥆𝗍һᥱrіᥒg ɦіm ᥱ᥎ᥱᥒ і𝖿
ɦᥱ sᥲᥡs і𝗍 ძ᥆ᥱsᥒ𝗍.. і gᥙᥱss і ᥴᥲᥒ𝗍 ᑲᥱ 𝗍᥆᥆ mᥲძ ᥲ𝗍 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 sіᥒᥴᥱ ᥕɦᥲ𝗍 mᥱ ᥲᥒძ ɦᥡᥙᥒg ძіძ ᥕᥲs ᥙᥒᥱ᥊⍴ᥱ᥊𝗍ᥲᑲᥣᥱ, і𝗍 ᥕᥲs ძіsgᥙs𝗍іᥒg, і ɦᥲძ ᥲ ᑲ᥆ᥡ𝖿rіᥱᥒძ ᥲᥒძ ɦᥱ ɦᥲძ ȷᥙs𝗍 ᥱᥒძᥱძ ɦіs... ᑲᥙ𝗍 s᥆mᥱ𝗍ɦіᥒg ⍴ᥙᥣᥣᥱძ mᥱ 𝗍᥆ ɦіm s᥆mᥱ𝗍ɦіᥒg 𝗍᥆ᥣძ mᥱ і𝗍 ᥕᥲs 𝗍һᥱ rіgһ𝗍 𝗍ɦіᥒg 𝗍᥆ ძ᥆ s᥆ і ᥣіs𝗍ᥱᥒᥱძ 𝗍᥆ mᥡ gᥙ𝗍 ᥕɦіᥴɦ ᥒ᥆ᥕ іm kіᥒძᥲ ᥙ⍴sᥱ𝗍 і ძіძ ᑲᥙ𝗍 і ᥴᥲᥒ𝗍 ᥴɦᥲᥒgᥱ 𝗍һᥱ ⍴ᥲs𝗍 ᥒ᥆ᥕ...

mᥡ ⍴ᥲrᥱᥒ𝗍s ᥲrᥱ 𝗍ᥲᥣkіᥒg ᥲᑲ᥆ᥙ𝗍 ᥎іsі𝗍іᥒg mᥱ ᥲᥒძ ᥡᥱȷі ᥒ᥆𝗍 s𝗍᥆kᥱძ ᥲᑲ᥆ᥙ𝗍 і𝗍 ᑲᥙ𝗍 і𝗍s ᥒіᥴᥱ 𝗍᥆ sᥱᥱ 𝗍ɦᥱm ᥱ᥎ᥱrᥡ ɦᥱrᥱ ᥲᥒძ 𝗍ɦᥱrᥱ... s𝗍іᥣᥣ ɦᥲ᥎ᥱᥒ𝗍 𝗍᥆ᥣძ 𝗍ɦᥱm 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 іm gᥲᥡ?̶ ⍴ᥲᥒ? ᑲі??? іძk і ɦᥲ𝗍ᥱ ᥣᥲᑲᥱᥣs ᥡᥱ𝗍 і 𝖿ᥱᥱᥣ ᥣіkᥱ іm ᥲᥣᥕᥲᥡs gᥱ𝗍𝗍іᥒg ⍴ᥙsһᥱძ іᥒ𝗍᥆ ᥲ ᥴᥲ𝗍ᥱg᥆rᥡ іm 𝗍᥆᥆ s𝗍rᥲіgɦ𝗍 𝗍᥆ ᑲᥱ gᥲᥡ ᑲᥡ 𝗍᥆ gᥲᥡ, ᑲі ᑲᥙ𝗍 ᥆ᥒᥣᥡ 𝗍ᥲᥣk ᥲᑲ᥆ᥙ𝗍 gᥙᥡs s᥆ ᥒ᥆𝗍 s𝗍rᥲіgɦ𝗍 ᥱᥒ᥆ᥙgһ... ɦᥲ𝗍ᥱ 𝗍ɦᥱ іძᥱᥲ ᥆𝖿 s𝗍rᥲіgһ𝗍 ⍴᥆rᥒ ᑲᥙ𝗍 і gᥱ𝗍 m᥆rᥱ sᥱ᥊ᥙᥲᥣ ძᥱsіrᥱs 𝖿r᥆ɱ︎ ᥲ 𝖿ᥱmᥲᥣᥱ.....

ᥕɦᥡ іs 𝗍һіs s᥆ ძᥲmᥒ ᥴ᥆ᥒ𝖿ᥙsіᥒg?̶ ᥕɦᥡ іs ᑲᥱіᥒg ᥲ ɦᥙmᥲᥒ s᥆ ძᥲmᥒ ᥴ᥆m⍴ᥣᥱ᥊? іm gᥱ𝗍𝗍іᥒg ᥆𝖿𝖿 𝗍rᥲᥴk... ᥕᥱᥣᥣ ᥒ᥆𝗍 ძᥲіrᥡ іm g᥆іᥒg ძ᥆ᥒ𝗍 𝗍ᥱᥣᥣ ᥲᥒᥡ᥆ᥒᥱ і᥎ᥱ 𝗍᥆ᥣძ ᥡ᥆ᥙ 𝗍һіs s𝗍ᥙ𝖿𝖿 ᥡ᥆ᥙrᥱ 𝗍ɦᥱ ᥆ᥒᥣᥡ ⍴ᥱrs᥆ᥒ ᥕᥱᥣᥣ 𝗍ɦіᥒg і ᥴᥲᥒ 𝗍ᥱᥣᥣ 𝗍һіs s𝗍ᥙ𝖿𝖿 𝗍᥆... ᑲᥡᥱ 𝖿᥆r ᥒ᥆ᥕ іᥣᥣ ᥙ⍴ძᥲ𝗍ᥱ ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᥕһᥱᥒ s᥆mᥱ𝗍ɦіᥒg ᥱᥣsᥱ ɦᥲ⍴⍴ᥱᥒs.

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Okay so what do u guys think of the first person POV???? It's it better than the third person POV? I wanted to try something different so you could really connect with the characters. I don't think I'm going to do first POV a lot because it's not my personal style for this book but who knows.. Anyways second chapter with in less than a month so I'm really proud of myself! I got a song recommendation and it's Safety Net by Ariana Grande!!! Ilysm 🩷- 🐀