Darren liang /y/n

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I feel so stupid for posting this but my plan originally was to keep posting and having a schedule with my books since I didn't want to cry over my bsf well that was until yesterday night my bf actually broke up with me so things are evidently worse and I'm completely shattered he was everything I wanted and he just left all he said was that he loved me and to find someone better but he didn't understand that at the moment that is when I needed him the most and he didn't understand that I didn't want anyone else I wanted him I begged him to not leave and he did so I can't promise that I'll get a ton out or on a schedule as I need some time to cry breathe and let myself break before I can fix myself I'm so sorry that I gave you guys the assumption that I was doing good and I wanted to get a ton of chapters out but I end up not even knowing what to write from crying I end up going to sleep but even then when I wake up I'm constantly reminded of the heart break and the pain I feel I'm very sorry loves I truly am