NOVEMBER 11, 2023

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I'm on the part of my life where I feel like I'm drowning but I need to save myself, so I can save others.

Currently drained.. burn out.. exhausted.. what else? Looking at my friends feel all those sh♪t makes me sick. I want to help 'em but I can't 'coz I also feel the same way.

It's the first time that I run out of words of wisdom to utter. It's the first time that I can't create any solution for the darn dilemma. I don't know what's happening to me. My mind's wandering somewhere for the past days. I can't focus. Worst part is I easily forget things.. terrifying. And it's affecting my academics. It's not just me, my friends' having a hard time focusing too. Well, what does this mean? What should I do? I want to fix me so I can help my friends too.

I don't know what to do anymore. Yet, I'm holding on to nothing but prayers.

RAIN

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