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CARINA

I heard something fall to the floor. I knocked three more times with no answer. I grabbed the handle to see if everything was OK, but the door had been locked since yesterday. so I went to my room to get the key. We have one spare just for such situations. When I entered the room I didn't see anyone, but I immediately headed towards the bathroom door. I didn't hear the water being turned on. I went inside and what I saw was terrifying. My daughter was lying on the ground and she was unconscious. I immediately ran to her "Elly, what's going on?" I gently touched her face but she had no reaction. then I saw pills on the ground that were intended to induce miscarriages, but they often had side effects. I checked if she was breathing and turned her on her side. then I saw that there was blood on the dressing gown "dio mio" at that moment I didn't hesitate any longer and took my daughter in my arms because I knew that she was losing too much blood because these pills could have caused such an effect.

Elly woke up "it hurts mom" Elly said practically crying
"I know Bella. I'll help you" I said through tears and left the house with my daughter in my arms. Elly was crying in pain in my shoulder, "Mom, please help."

When I heard something inside me broke, "we're going to the hospital, bambina. They'll help you there." I said it through tears
"Mama it hurt". Elly continued to whimper in pain and I placed her in the backseat. I got into the driver's seat. Elly continued to cry,

"Elly, I know you're hurting, but you need to talk to me so I know you are okay, okay?" Elly continued to cry "mommy hurts" Elly was curled up and I set off with tires screeching

"siri call to Wfie" I said it because my car rings automatically when I ask it to. phone call for the 4th time "pick up the damn phone!" I hit my hand on the steering wheel while driving. and then I saw the red lights. Normally I would have started braking, but at that moment I pressed the gas pedal to go through the crossroads as quickly as possible

"mom... I don't know if I can hold on any longer..." then the mailbox rang "maya, I'm going to the hospital with Elly, please as soon as you read this, come to Gray Sloan".

  in the rear mirror I saw that Elly was unconscious "elly!?" Elly didn't answer anything anymore "it's bad Maya" I cried through tears and there was no space left to leave mail. at the same moment I called jo "hey carina. what's up?" Jo said in a calm voice, "Jo needs you and Arizona, it's about Elly, I'll be with her soon. I have to go, Maya is calling me back" at that moment, a car ran into my road, but luckily I was able to react in time and nothing happened to us. Then I decided that the conversations were over for now

MAYA

when we returned to the station after a very difficult call, Andy from vic accosted me "I see someone couldn't sleep today"

they said when I yawned and went into the room "now the question is why... or maybe because of whom" coc started wagging her eyebrows at me "I couldn't sleep because of my daughter whom she found out. the fact that she would come home after.. 1 a.m." I stopped talking because I saw that Carina called me and left a recorded message "what's up?" Andy asked

"Carina hates messages left on her voicemail and when she leaves something, it's usually something like that when you hear her put the phone down and start singing some Italian song... and listen to the rest for yourself" I turned on the telephony at full volume and heard my wife's terrified voice . Me and the girls looked at each other. Elly's moans of pain could be heard from behind, "Andy, you're taking over"
and I just left the station and got into the car. I tried to contact Carina all the way, but she didn't answer.

CARINA

when I got to the hospital everyone was already waiting. "What happened?" Jo ran up to me with a stretcher and one of the seniors "took (name of the drug)" I gave her the box and Jo immediately knew what was happening. "I need to.." Arizona took Elly to the treatment room  Someone stopped me and told me to change the car, so I did and went straight to my daughter.

"carina there is a lot of bleeding in the abdominal cavity we have to operate on her" jo came to me "save her.. Ally can't lose her" jo just smiled at me and I walked up to where all the relatives are waiting. all this time I was going back and forth and blaming myself. until Maya talked me out of it

"Carina what happened?" maya grabbed my face and looked at my blouse with blood on it "it's my fault" maya turned my head so that I looked into her eyes "baby breathe" at the same moment we started breathing "she..she.. she was pregnent.. and I didn't notice" When I said it, I couldn't help but cry,

"what? she was? but what happened?" maya grabbed my hands "she took some faulty tablets that cause ovarian bleeding... she... lost so much blood... she was full on the chair" maya hugged me "it's not your fault honey" and held me like that "she saw me when Arizona kissed me" I asked. I started to feel so guilty that I didn't tell Maya about it earlier but I forgot about it "you did what?" maya stopped hugging me and looked at me angry "yesterday when she didn't come home... it was because of me. she noticed Arizona kissing me. she just had to see that moment. then I pushed her away..." maya looked at me in shock " calm down, nothing happened... you did nothing wrong, baby" maya hug me again

after a while Ally have arrived and she got a call from maya

"what happend?"Ally just looked at Maya "Elly has internal bleeding" I said and only then Ally looked at me "what?" Ally had tears in her eyes "but... oh god... it's my fault... I should have stopped her... I..." Ally started hyperventilating. I immediately hugged her tightly because I know what's going on with her, "nothing happened, honey.. it's not your fault.. breathe calmly." Ally snuggled into me, but after a while she pulled away from me again,

"I don't want to" Ally screamed at me. "I don't want you to touch me... she wanted to tell you but she saw you kissing that... whore" maya then stood up "Ally your mom didn't do anything wrong.. it was Arizona who kissed her..."
Ally then looked back at her mother who was crying. you could see how everything was getting to Ally and how she treated her mother before leaving "I.. i'm sorry mama" Carina just stretched her arms towards her daughter and hugged her "it's okay Bella" the family then sat in the waiting room for the next two hours waiting for news..

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so I accidentally left you in a very bad situation. If I'm honest, I don't like how some births turned out and I only think about what I could have changed earlier. I don't want to stop this story now, even though I'm really depressed about the whole ending of Station 19. But I hope that writing will take me out of all this sadness. I hope that you will like this chapter more than I did, and I will try to do something with the next chapters so that they can turn out the way I want. I think we can bring some cool moments to the Deluca-Bishop family

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