Fear.
Caylee
I didn’t even think this through. How the hell could I just think anyway? Robert literally exposed all my lies. He has exposed the rawness to everything I’ve gone through the last four and a half years. He has brought it out to light.
Making me explain to my best friend's what my life has been for so long. The lies I've told them. Every single time they asked if I was ok. I always lied and said I was.
Not even realizing how dark it was. I ran and ran until I couldn’t anymore. I dropped to the ground, shifting back into my human form, not caring if I was naked, and sobbed.
What will happen now? Where is my mother? Will he kill her? Will Jojo have her protected, now that he knows? Are Jojo and Zee ok? I don’t know where he went. I sob harder. My mind is on overdrive. My emotions are haywire.
I don’t think anyone realizes how crazy he is… What damage he can do. I begin to sob harder and louder. I don’t care who hears me anymore…
I am hurt.
Hurting so badly and so deep.
Sad part is that it’s a pain that can't be cured.
I’m afraid.
I am broken.
When I felt myself calming down some, I opened my eyes, and an instant fear set in…
It’s pitch black…
I’m starting to feel the anxiety creeping up. The panic. I can’t even breathe correctly. I’m not sure how much time has gone by. But I can’t even control my cries anymore… I started sobbing so hard that I didn't even notice someone was approaching…
“Mate.”
Is all I heard. I couldn’t see who was there… I just smelled him there… He’s been here all along… While I was used and abused… And after finding out what’s been going on for the last four and a half years I don’t think he’d stay with me… He’ll be disgusted. Disappointed. Who the hell wants me as a mate.
He’ll reject me…
Who would want a used girl… Who would want to be mated to a broken girl… A helpless girl… I didn’t even realize how horribly I was freaking out.
“I found her!”
Was all I heard, as if it were so far away. Then someone picked me up, I felt the sparks. Until all of a sudden, everything went dark and silent.
BINABASA MO ANG
Caylee
WerewolfThe wolf afraid of the dark. Forced to live with a new step dad, life became a nightmare. Every night it was something different. But always ended the same. Four years of the unspoken fears... Four years of disgust... What will happen now? MATURE C...
