The Four

Chapter 106

"I know they are." I said looking sideways at him. "Mike." I said and he let out a small breath and he nodded staring ahead.

"So basically you're saying that we're inevitable?" He asked and I chuckled a bit as I looked back at the moon.

"Well, bringing your girlfriend on this trip doesn't really make me want us to be inevitable, but sadly, yes." I said and he scoffed for a second as he put his hand through his hair.

"Will you go easy on her?"

"What?"

"Whenever Kim and I inevitably break up, you're going to lock her up in Gotar. Can you go slightly easy on her? She's a nice girl." He said carefully and I looked at him for a couple of seconds and I couldn't help but smile before I shook my head and I looked at the moon.

"What makes you think I will lock her up in Gotar?"

"Because Grammy wasn't strong enough to do that to Heather." He said calmly. "And I always thought she was stupid for not doing it. So I'm sure that you think the same way, as we're apparently mirrors and our souls are intertwined and shit." He said and I chuckled at that a bit and I nodded slowly.

"I'll try." I said looking sideways at Eddie and Eddie nodded looking at me. It was quiet for a very long time, before I thought of the conversation I had with Matt. "You hated me too before you know." I said carefully. "When we first met, you thought the exact same thing as you do now, but you did think I was hot." I said and he smiled a bit looking at the moon.

"How did you win me over?"

"I'm just very good at everything I do and you loved that competitive side of me. We also used to have a lot of laughter together." I said and he chuckled at that a bit.

"Just a bit?"

"Just a bit." I confirmed with a small smile and he smiled looking ahead.

"You do know that I'm going to be a dick to you whenever we're in a group again right?" He said after a long silence again.

"I know." I confirmed and I let out a small breath. "I guess I'll just have to deal with that when the time comes."

"Ok." He siad and he looked back ahead. "It's nothing personal really, sort of."

"It kind of really is." I said looking at him with a huge smile. "You hate me because I remind you of every memory you've lost. You hate me because I'm the reason why you lost all the memories and I'm the reason why your brothers aren't as nice to you as they used to be." I said and I looked back at the sun. "And you hate me because you secretly do think I'm pretty awesome but you obviously can't admit that because you're not ready to get grovelling for forgiveness." I said and he laughed at that.

"Don't forget the fact that you're a stranger in my eyes but you know more about how my mind works and my feelings are than I do at times. It's pretty scary you know? Intense even." He said and I let out a small breath and I nodded.

"I get that. I had the same thing remember, not as extreme as you, because I did remember you guys, I just didn't know if those memories were correct." I explained and he nodded carefully looking at me and I stared back ahead. "I want to say I'll try to be less intense, but it's just- I can't help it. You're a vital part of me and it's hard to not talk about you as if you're my husband, because you were and are." I said and he let out a deep breath and he nodded slowly at that.

"I get that too. It's not easy for you. I'm not entirely heartless. I just, I don't know how to deal with it so you know, I act like a dick." He said and I nodded.

"I know, you are Matt's brother." I reminded him and he laughed at that and I couldn't help but laugh either.

"Although I'm sure that if I choke you, I will literally get killed."