I couldn't sleep that night though, so after a while, I got out of the bed and I looked at Eddie and he looked well rested, he looked like he would stay asleep for a while. I leaned down and I gave him a kiss on the top of his head. "I'll be right back, babe." I whispered and I gave him to kisses on his forehead. I adjusted my hair a bit and I put on some simple sneakers and I walked down the stairs and I decided I wanted to go look at the view of Gotar for a bit, see the outside, see the world.
I walked out and it was a bit chilly, but I wasn't bothered with getting a jacket, so I kept walking and I reached one of my favourite spots. I looked at the sky slowly changing colour and my body was shaking a bit in coldness, but I didn't mind.
After a while, I felt something coming on my shoulders and I turned my head a bit and I saw that it was Oliver whom handed me his suit jacket. I looked back at the sun that was slowly coming up. Oliver looked at me for a second, he was wearing a neat suit and he had his hands in his pockets. I looked back ahead.
"Hey." I whispered softly as I stared at the sky, the colours being magnificent.
"Hey." He whispered back. "What are you doing here?"
"I just wanted to see the world. What about you?"
"I couldn't sleep. I usually go here to get my mind cleared before I work." He admitted and I nodded carefully at that as I let out a deep breath. "Why are you here?"
"I remember standing here loads of times to just clear my mind before I went and did something." I confirmed and he nodded carefully as he rubbed his chin for a second. "Do you want to get some breakfast in town?" I said and he looked at me for a second and then he looked back at the sky.
"Sure." He said and he turned his body towards where the entrance was of the building to go down. "No- lets walk. I feel like walking." I said and he stared at me and he nodded slowly and I let out a small breath as we went down the path. For the first ten minutes we were both silent, before he suddenly stopped walking behind me and he looked sideways. I stopped as well and took some steps back and the view; it was spectacular; the sky was orange, the sun was halfway up, and it was perfect. I looked at that for a couple of minutes before I looked at Oliver whom was staring out at it and he let out a sigh before he looked at me. I looked back at him and I gave him a small smile before I continued to walk. He walked behind me, but after a while he went and walked beside me.
"Why couldn't you sleep?" He asked and I shrugged a bit as I kicked a rock away and I kept doing that for about a minute before I almost slipped and I put my hand on Oliver's arm and I decided to keep it there. Oliver looked at that for a second before we continued to walk. "How are you?" He said and I let out a deep breath.
"I don't want to lose him." I said and he nodded carefully at that. "I don't know- it just. It wouldn't seem fair you know? To him."
"What do you mean?"
"He's- he has done everything to get me back, and has given me as much space as he could and then when I finally accept him- them, he gets ruined by something that Amar did." I said and he was staring at me while we were walking but I stared ahead. "It just wouldn't seem fair for him if I one day do accept his brothers, including you, and he never got that opportunity you know?" I said and he nodded carefully looking at me.
"It wouldn't be fair to you either."
"I don't know if you know, Oliver, but my life has been anything but fair." I said and he chuckled a bit at that as I lowered my hand a bit as we were walking somewhere steep and I stopped after a while and he stopped walking as I looked sideways and the sun was almost in full view and I let out a deep breath before I continued to walk and he walked with me, one step ahead to hold my weight or something like that. I accepted it. After a while he grabbed my hand and I accepted it.
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The Four
FantasyThere used to be a time where the world feared Locatlie. This time was merely decades ago. They thought that the Locatlie family was untouchable, they couldn't come near anyone anymore after the War of hearts. But the people that lived through the W...