Without Him

XLV

After leaving Kyles house, I plan out what I'm wearing. Remind you I haven't seen any of Kyles family except for Becca in 4 years. That's nerve racking.

"Hey are you going to be home in time?" I called Trey on the phone.

"Probably not. I have a meeting in 20 minutes. But I don't want you to be late so do you have a ride if I'm not at the yet." He asks and I know Kyle will definitely say yes in a heartbeat.

"I could ask Tori or even Kyle cause I know he'll want to pick up Kay." I say to him.

"Okay I want to make sure. I'll see you later. I love you." He says and honestly everything he said I love you butterflies would feel my stomach now they don't.

"Love you." I say and hang up the phone.

I contemplate about either asking Kyle or Tori for a ride, but my heart really wants to ask Kyle knowing he wouldn't mind at all. I call him and he picks up on the first ring.

"Athena, what do I owe you for this pleasure?" He's such a smart ass.

"Shut up. I was wondering would it be a problem if I ride with you and Kay?" I know he's gonna say I can but it's still nerve racking for some reason.

"Darling you know I don't mind. I would love for you to." I smile at that.

"Well thank you."

"My pleasure but tell me what you are wearing?" He asks.

I shake my head, "Nope I'm not telling you. You'll have to find out when you see me."

"Well love I can't wait to see what you have on under it." My month opens.

"Kyle Xavier!" I said in a stern voice.

"What?" He acts so innocent.

I roll my eyes, "I don't have time for this, I need to start getting ready." Kyle gets so annoying at time.

"Okay I'll let you get ready. See you later Thena." He says.

"Bye Kyle." And he hangs up the phone.

I'm a smiley mess whenever I talk to him. I do have a feeling that we will be exactly like we were before everything happened. Kyle will always be the person I turn to whether admit or not.

Since I do take a lot of time getting ready I firstly hop my ass in the shower. Hot water running down my back. When I tell you I shaved everything I mean it. I decide I want to smell like peaches, so I use my peach mango body wash.

I wash twice and let the water run down my back for a minute. I turn the water off and get out to dry myself off. Going towards my room I get my coconut oil and lather it on my body. It's also good for shaved areas as well.

Putting on my lace navy blue thong, I go to my closet and see what dress I want to wear because it will decide if I'm wearing a bra.

I go with my dark blue one shoulder silk dress. In that case I'm not wearing a bra. Since I did straighten my hair imma just leave it like that or maybe add curls.

I sit down at my vanity and pull out all my makeup. I want to go for a light and natural look. Putting foundation, concealer, highlight with a dark blue eyeshadow, mascara and some lashes. Doing my eyebrows and one is going to have a slit through it.

Once I finish my makeup I get a text from Kyle. K: I'm heading over now, can't wait to see what you're wearing.

I smile, Kyle sure knows want to say. A: The door should be unlocked for you.

He sends me a wink emoji. Oh god, I need to teach him some things.

I spray some perfume on me, I always need to smell good. I put on my sparkle dark blue heels.