how do you think I should feel when I try to branch myself out and it doesn't work well and it blows up in my face
How to fuck do you think I'm supposed to feel when you say you're gonna do all this yet when you're with different people including me you don't show that side of yourself
Are your friends and I doing something wrong that you think you can't be yourself?
am I doing something wrong where you don't think you can show that part of you?
You should've never shown up is even though use your friend as as the excuse to get that
was not right especially when you wanna accuse me of being different not being the most triple happy person that you know
because I'm sorry to break it to you but sometimes I have the shitty days so I'm sorry
actually wait no I'm not sorry
because I have every right to be feeling the way I feel after all these months and everything and everything that's happened in my whole life
I'm not trying to use it as an excuse but it's the goddamn truth.
Return to the fact that I have overcame so many things and that I have worked on myself so hard right now currently,
I feel myself sliding backwards slightly. I don't know what to do, it has been a while since I felt like this especially the way my tell my feelings have been in the last 24 hours.
So you tell me, how the fuck
do you want me to react after you biscuit ignored me all day yesterday and then I just wanna leave and get home and you wanna make deal about a stupid dance
but I wouldn't even get to dance with you with screw you big-time in my opinion anyways
I mean you no knowledge matters at this point because you just can't I use me for the money and the transportation
but I'm fucking broke been broke for months and you want me to fuck you drive you to your house on the way back sooner
I'm not overreacting
I'm not being dramatic this is just the side of me that you never like saying because it's honest to God fucking truth.
When I'm when I'm happy, of course I'm honest.
But, when I'm pissed off and when I am freaking feeling betrayed and a little depressed and other emotions;
the hard damn truth likes to come out during those situations.
So if you can't handle this, then fucking leave or I will
cause I've been through enough shit to not have to deal with this anymore.
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A woman who overcame herself
PoetryThe story of I became to be after losing a sibling, a few toxic relationships, hearts getting broken. And how I'm finally being the person I've dreamed of being Enjoy
