A woman who overcame herself

Freaky

I had the weirdest dream last night
Well technically at four this morning

It was about seeing John and his family after nothing for two years

His dad just looked at me a loving/almost pity kinda
It made me tear up because that's how he looked at me when I went to Johns to pick my stuff up

then him wanting to see Lynette and Todd again and I said I'm not driving all the way back
So we booked a room into a hotel

He was cool about it
Which freaked me out in the dream
And the hotel only had one room left with only one bed and a couch

His sister took the couch while his dad went to their house and left the three of us alone

Well until his sister went to go to the pool area and swim for an hour

All I could think about in the dream was every single thing in our relationship

He sat on the bed and I sat in the recliner across the room

I put earbuds in so I couldn't deal with him
And he kept trying to get my attention

Well it didn't work til my phone died unexpectedly and I had to go by him to get my charger

He asked for forgiveness, a second chance and other things

He thought I was gonna say yes
But I told him no

If it didn't work the first time
It won't work again

Then he apologized

Then it's like real true life came in the door cause then he says he'll just have his girlfriend come pick him and his sister up

And he walked out the door

I laid on the bed and closed my eyes

Then I woke up wondering why the hell I'd dream something like that and with him in it