I feel like I'm falling and I can't reach for anything
Don't bother talking to people
Drowning more and more
Can't seem to get any air back in me
So sick of trying to be good enough for everyone
What if I gave it up
Threw everything away just to get some balance in my life
Because since I threw all of me into being perfect for everyone,
I lost a tiny part of myself in the process
Its all gettin' old
I've been living in my head too long
It's a lack of realness in this world
I can't explain how I feel
How you wouldn't understand my complicated mind
So many bad things
You would lose track way too quick
Scars on my body so I look at you instead
So many bad things in life
I only want the best for you
It's all complicated
Numbness takes over when I stop myself from feeling anything
I think I lost my mind
Once again
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A woman who overcame herself
PoetryThe story of I became to be after losing a sibling, a few toxic relationships, hearts getting broken. And how I'm finally being the person I've dreamed of being Enjoy