Bondita tightly closed her eyes and clutched her saree more tightly and nodded. Each and every confession is making it more difficult for her to cope up with. She was bearing the unbearable pain.
“Tch! Tch! Tch! Are hamare bache ko sanyam baratana pada kitna ye sun ke ki Manorama apni jawani desh ke naam kar chuki hai warna to paristhitiyan kuch aur hi hoti nah. Kash muhim ke liye nhi bas yun hi shadi ke liye tyar hoti tumse.
Waise par badhai ho Anirudh tumhari mehnat rang layi, tumne Bondita ki itni beizzati ki, ki sari duniya ko hi pata chal gya hoga ki Bondita tumhari patni nhi sirf bojh hai aur uski jagah tumhari zindagi me waise hi hai jaise darqaze par padi paaydan ki hoti hai aur tumne apne aapko itna majboor dikha diya ki agar Manorama desh ke liye samarpit na hoti to khud ko tumhe samarpit kar deti. Aakhir tumhari dusri shadi ki raat to tum dono ko dekha to us waqt kuch aur laga tha.
Aur Manorama kitni samajhdar ho tum jaise hi pati patni ke rishte me thodi si darar dekhi, thodi anban dekhi tumne apna sikka chala liya, Anirudh ke samne prastaav hi rakh diya! (he started clapping with a sarcastic smile) Wah! Wah beta! Are Saudamini, kuch sikho isse, kash tumme is lomdi ki 10% chalaki hoti to aaj tum Anirudh ki patni hoti hai aur Bondita kisi hostel ke kone me padi apni akeli zindagi bita rahi hoti karz chukane ke liye, waise to is par jitna karz hai, usse jyada karzdar bana chuki hai ye RC pariwar ke har sadasya ko par ham jante hai hamari bachi fir v puri zindagi bita deti …….( eyeing bitterly at Anirudh) kisi ke sapne pure karne me.
Waise Manorama! Aisi maukaparast dusro ke pati cheennewali aurato ko kya kehte hai hamare samaaj me, pata hai na? Haan itni samajhdar ho ki kisi ladke ko apni adaon, jawani aur baaton ke zaal me fansa sakti ho to ye v samajhti hi hogi.”
“Bas” Manorama's mother screamed. It was really a shame for parents to hear such things for their child but isn’t it what her daughter did, what she invited wilfully. She glared at Manorama, slapped her hard and went away with her father.
“Kaka!Please! Galti meri hai. Manorama ko mat koshiye, uske liye bure shabd mat istemaal kijiye. Usne jo kiya wo sirf aur sirf apni muhim ke liye kiya, desh ke liye, desh ki aazadi ke liye kiya.”
“Haan bina kisi shadishuda mard se shadi, wo v kisi majburi nhi marzi se unke bich duri dekhkar, kiye bina to aaj tak koi aurat aazadi ke liye ladi hi nhi nah.
Na jaane aisi kitni veerangnaye hai jo samne se saahas aur sujh-boojh ke sath ladi hai goron se na ki kisi pati patni ke bich dusri aurat banke. Hamare aaspas hi kitne jaane anjaane naam milenge aisi mahaan krantikari aurato ke.”
“Dekhiye bahut ho gya. Maine bas isliye shadi ki Anirudh as ki Viceroy General kuch dino ke liye Tulsipur aanewale the aur mai Tulsipur ke vikhyat zamindar pariwar ki bahu bankar goro ki party me jane ka mauka chahti thi aur waha se jyada se jyada jaankari ikattha karna chahti thi.”
“Angrezon ki parties me to aap waiter ya safai karmchari banke v jaa sakti thi aur usse gupt jagaho aur gupt suchanao ki shayad jyada jaankari mil sakti thi. Bahut se krantikari aise hi tarah tarah se bhesh badal ke hi jate hai angrezo ke jalso me.
Aur maan liya ki aapko kisi bade zamindar bahu banna tha aur unke party me jaana tha to VG to kuch dino ke liye aa rahe the par Calcutta me to unse aksar milne ka mauka milta. Aap bhale ghar ki ladki hai, Kaka ke dost ki beti hai, aapko to Calcutta ke zamindaron ke v rishte mil sakte the, Kaka khud aapki madad karte. Haan par aapko pratibadh shadi nibhanewala pati kaha milta par kya hai aapne jaise hamare dada jaise insaan ko aise bash me kar liya ki wo aapke liye apne usool v tod diye, jo insaan khud dusri shadi ko kupratha maanta tha, use gunah manta aur badi badi baatein karta tha usne khud dusri shadi kar li aapke liye to aap to kisi aur ko v aise hi fasa ke apna gulaam bana ke kuch v karwa sakti thi.”
“Som!!!!!!” Anirudh yelled at top of his lungs.
“Chillao mat Anirudh. Kuch galat nhi kaha Som ne” Trilochan yelled.
Anirudh softened and pleaded, “ Kaka baat ko samajhiye aur samjhaiye Som ko ki……”
“Hame na to kuch samjhana hai aur na kuch samjhna. Sach kadwa hota hai aur sach Manorama ko sunna hoga, samajhna hoga.”
Bondita was loosing her strength now but still she maintained her composure and said, “Aage ki baat bataiye Anirudh Babu”
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Zindagi Bhar Ki Maut
FanfictionIt's about the current scenario where Anirudh married Manorama to give a mental torture to Bondita and her dearest spineless but also helpless Maa and her heartiest Patibabu betrayed her, made her all alone, all shattered, broke her heart into piece...
