Zindagi Bhar Ki Maut

Going Away?

Saudamini in her previous attitude with a sarcastic evil smile walked towards Ani, Ani was a bit shocked seeing Saudamini like this that too in front of Bondita’s room, he was unable to process anything.

“Bhaag rahe ho Anirudh? Ek baar fir?” she asked with a wide grin standing in front of him.

Anirudh got angry at her sarcastic remark and glared her.

“Kya hua? Sach nhi hai kya? Bhaag hi rahe the na tum? Harkar!” Saudamini again said with the same grin.

“Dekho Saudamini tum dur raho, tumhe farq nhi padna chahiye mai kya kar raha hoon ya kya nhi. Ye meri zindagi hai faisle v mere honge aur mai jarurat nhi samajhta.” He gnashed.

“Are mujhe kyun farq padega, kya tum v Anirudh, mai tumhari patni thode hoon farq to tumhari patni ko padega, use taklif hogi, dard hoga, taane milenge, uska koi sahara nhi hoga aur v bahut kuch par us bechari ko to adat hi ho gyi hogi na in sab ki aur agar nhi v huyi hai to dusri baar uske sath aisa karke uski aadat hi bna do aur ek baar sab ehsaas dila do.” Saudamini said in attitude with slight smile on her face.

Anirudh downed his head when he realised his mistake that once again he was going to take a drastic step in impulse which will create a mess again and hurt Bondita more and let her suffer more.

“Par tum to Anirudh Roy Chowdhary ho nah, fitoori Anirudh Roy Chowdhary, tumhare fitoor se badhkar hai kya kuch tumhare liye, Bondita v nhi. Tumne jo faisla le liya usse piche thode hatoge tum pichli baar v tumne aisa hi kiya faisla liya dusri shadi ka aur kar li aur aaj dekho kaise sab badal gya par tumhe kya farq padta hai. Tumhe kaha farq padta hai Bondita ki taklif se, tum to… .. ….”

“Farq padta hai mujhe, usi ke liye kar raha hoon ye sab, uski khushi ke liye” He yelled at her without letting her complete her sentence.

She giggled making him more furious, “Are Anirudh mazaak acha kar lete ho tum. Uski khushi ke liye use taklif de rahe ho wah.”

“Haan to aur kya karun mai, meri Bondita badal gyi hai, toot chuki hai puri tarah mai chahta hoon, apne seene me kitna dard bhar ke baithi hai, mai uske gham ko kam karna chahta hoon aur sayad mera door jana hi uske gham ko kam kar sakta hai.” He said in high voice looking away trying to be strong and determined.

“Aur aise sab sahi ho jayega, haina? Aisa hi lagta hai tumhe? (she laughed out Loud) Tum sach me Barrister ho nah Anirudh? (controlling her fake laugh) Nhi matlab aise soch kaise lete ho tum! Hamare samaaj aur Bondita ke bare me to ab tum ache se jaante ho fir v.

Khair chodo waise bhi tumne sari koshishein kar li hongi Bondita ke liye, haina? Are kahi bina maidan me utare hi hathiyaar to nhi daal rahe ho Anirudh? Khair chalo jo v ho asal baat to ye hai tum bhaag rahe ho! Haar maan kar!” she said to him, literally defied him.

“Mini” he yelled again.

“Huh! Are sorry sorry der ho rahi hogi nah tumhe, sabke uthne se pehle muh chipakar bhaagna……… (she paused seeing his death glare to her)…… mera matlab jaana jo hai. Mai saaman bandhne me madad kar dun?” she asked pretending innocence.

He kicked flower pot near the room, gave her angry glare and walked away.

Saudamini chuckled watching his retreating figure.

“Sorry Anirudh itna gussa dilane ke liye par tum jaise nakchadhe ki naak sidhe nhi pakdi ja sakti nah” she murmured to herself and mischievously smiled.