*6 days later*
Shawn comes home tomorrow. He's going to be down the street from me again.
Ian comes over and we take a walk around the neighborhood. It's winter but that's not stoping us.
There are snowmen all along the street and kids playing outside.
I miss being a kid and not having to worry about school and boys.
It was nice to make a snowman and not have to worry about not having enough time to do homework.
We stop at Tim Hortons and he buys me a hot chocolate.
I'm staring to feel guilty. I don't deserve him either. Shawn and Ian are both so incredible.
Why did I get stuck having to deal with this?
We come back home and watch Christmas movies.
Shawn and I spent Christmas with each other last year. It's been a year since Shawn and I have dated.
I snuggle into Ian and place a kiss on his cheek.
I don't want to think about Shawn coming home.
Ian is a really nice guy and we ended up having a great time!
We played some games and watched 3 movies.
This is the most fun I've had since Shawn and I were together.
Once Ian goes home, I go to sleep not knowing what will happen tomorrow.
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*Next Morning*
I wake up to a text from Lindsay.
Lindsay:
Hey Katie.. Did you see Shawn got here this morning! Look at all the videos of him and Jacquie. He brought her home with him to meet his family..
I instantly check Twitter and click on the first video of him and Jacquie.
They are hugging each other and he kissed her on the lips.
It burns. I know it shouldn't because I have Ian, but it still does.
Fans are getting pictures with them and they look so happy together. That was a couple of hours ago so they are probably already at his house.
I decide to go to the local convenient store to get some snacks because I'm inviting Lindsay over tonight.
I get into the car in drive to the store.
I almost got in a car accident because the roads are so slippery with all the snow on the ground.
Once I get there I head over to the chips.
I'm deciding on the barbecue or regular until I feel a tap on my back.
I turn around to see a familiar face.
"Katie! How are you! So nice to finally meet you. I've heard a lot about you and I can't believe I'm finally talking to you!"
Aaaaaand.. It's Jacquie.
"Oh hi.. Jacquie right? You and Shawn seem so good together, I'm happy for you two," I say lying.
She seems so nice. Of course. She is even prettier in person.
"Aw thanks Hun! Shawn and I are happy together and I get to spend Christmas with him! I was just getting snacks for him.. Do you know what I should get for him?" She says
"Actually I think I do, when we were dating he loved chocolate muffins, so maybe you could give him some of those."
"Oh.. Okay well thank you! I should get going but nice to see you!" She says and hug me.
Never mind I take what I said back. She seems annoying.
I never would have imagined that this would happen.
Shawn and I would break up and he would find someone better than me.
I didn't think that it would be so soon, so sudden.
