*2 weeks later*
It's been two weeks since Ian and I have been together. Not long but I like him. He's sweet, caring and not famous.
I know Shawn is coming home soon. One week actually.
I don't want to see him.
I don't want to talk to him, but I have to be prepared for the worst.
Him and Jacquie are still dating.
I've seen pictures of them kissing and holding hands and going out to eat.
I don't care. Well.. Maybe a little.
If they're happy, then I am happy for them.
She's gorgeous, prettier than me.
I can see why he chose her. She seems really nice and like a sweet girl.
I decide to tweet a picture of Ian and I. He is kissing me on the cheek and I write 'I guess he's my boyfriend' as the caption.
Ian texts me:
'Hi Katie! How are you? Wanna hang soon?'
'I'm great thanks! Sure!' I reply.
We get along well, just not as well as Shawn and I would.
I was just thinking about how I was wondering if Shawn sees my tweets, and then all of a sudden 6 minutes after I tweeted the picture of Ian and I, he tweeted:
'Wow. I never saw this coming but if that's what makes them happy, than they can do whatever they want..'
Uh okay? All the fans are questioning what he meant and are asking for answers.
I know exactly what he meant. But why would he care anyways?
He's over me now. He has someone else that can make him happy.
I know he knew that I didn't like Ian, but things have changed. He doesn't know what's been going on.
Ian picks me up and we decide to go roller blading.
I suck at roller blading.. I hope I don't fall and embarrass myself, but I probably will.
Once we get there he rents the blades and he puts my shoes on for me.
He's so sweet!
Once we get to the floor, I almost fall. He catches me and he teaches me.
Ian is a hockey player, so he is amazing at skating.
It ended up being more fun than I thought and we both had a great time.
"Katie I had such a fun time with you today. I'm so glad that we are together now," he says.
I feel bad. I like Ian, I really do. I just don't want to admit that I still like Shawn.
I still like Shawn. I know I do, but I know we will never be together again.
"I am glad we are together too. Today was fun, I'm so much better than you at skating though," I say jokingly.
"Totally," he says laughing and than winks at me.
He leans over and kisses me.
I enjoy it, but I still just don't feel as in love as I did with Shawn.
I need to stop thinking about that kid. I'm with Ian now, not him.
He comes home in one week and I'm not sure what's going to happen.
Should I talk to him or should I just not say anything at all?
I don't know but I hope it doesn't go terribly.
