"White or black?" I asked Justin as I held up two maxi skirts.
"Uhmm white no doubt," he said with no hesitation and plenty of sass. When it came to me asking him for outfit input, which was quite often, he always got into the character and really thought about which outfit or article of clothing looked better. We were currently sat at the house he rented in Indio, and we were picking out outfits and getting ready for Day 1 of Coachella. Justin and I announced to everyone that we were official a few months ago and we couldn't be happier. Publicly confirming our relationship was both a bad thing and good. Now that all the gossip websites know that Justin and I are indeed boyfriend and girlfriend, they insist on writing nonsense about Selena, Hailey, and Kendall coming between us, which was not the case whatsoever. Kendall and Hailey were close friends of both of ours, and since they're so close to me, I trust them and Justin to spend time alone together. However, I know how flirty Justin is, so I'm sure there's the occasional longer-than-necessary hug or stare. Plus, Hailey and Kendall are absolutely stunning so I see why he would. Selena however... Selena is a different story. I don't trust Selena one bit and I never have, even when Justin and I were strictly friends when he was dating her. She always did something to piss him off or make him disappointed in himself, which in my opinion is disgusting. I would never think about doing that to anyone, let alone my boyfriend. Whenever I see her name I feel nauseous, let alone when I found out that Justin invited her to hang out and stay with us all weekend? I was irate. But Justin convinced me it was only for her to see that he's moved on and so should she and so she knows there's no hard feelings. I believed him on that, but I also knew there was more to the story. See, I know he finds Selena attractive. It's just obvious. I wasn't born yesterday, nor did we meet yesterday. The way he looked at her when they were 'oh-so-in-love' a few years ago hasn't changed at all to this day, even though he admits he's so infatuated with my existence. We've talked about how he'd never leave me for anyone multiple times, yet there's always that doubt in my heart. I'm not one for sappy 'baby I love you I'll never hurt you's' or 'I'll love you forever and always' because it's not true. Sometimes I hurt Justin, sometimes I don't love Justin, and sometimes I'm absolutely bewildered by his love and affection and as deep as the ocean in love. He is a blessing and a curse, and I think that's what love is. Occasional disagreements and fights, but there's also perfect moments that cloud your mind to impossibility to function, and I'm so thankful for him and all he does, small or big.
"Hi baby," Justin whispered in my ear as he kissed my neck then pulled back and yelled immediately.
"What happened?!" I jumped up and sat my curling wand on the counter.
"Your curling iron burnt my neck!" He complained.
"Aweee come here let me see," I motherly ordered. He leaned his head back so I could get a good look.
"Just... DON'T touch it," he vulnerably said. I examined the now forming red circle on the side of his neck.
"It's not too bad, but it'll hurt more than it looks like it should," I giggled afterwards.
"Hannahhhhh! It hurts!" Justin complained as I touched it lightly. I grabbed his chin and swished his cheeks together so his lips were pouted and kissed them a few times roughly until he held the kiss and took my hands away from his cheeks. He placed my butt on the counter and I jumped down abruptly and seethed as I held my outer thigh. "Dammit the curling wand burnt my leg!" I yelled out. His eyes showed concern.
"Let's go get some ice," he suggested as he took my hand away from my side and held it. He opened the freezer and grabbed a piece of ice for each of us and we held them on our burns for a few minutes until Kendall walked into the kitchen and interrupted our second makeout session of the hour and didn't acknowledge us due to the awkwardness. I tried not to laugh, but couldn't help it as Justin kept looking at me.
"Did I miss something?" Kendall asked. Justin smirked and we replied by shrugging our shoulders and said no. "Okay," she said suspiciously. She bent over to get something out of the bottom of the fridge and Justin, with wide eyes, stared at her butt. I scowled at him until he looked back at me when she stood back up.
"I'm gonna go finish my hair." I said bluntly before heading the the bathroom and made sure to swing my hips as he had his eyes on me in question. I finished my hair and makeup and picked my outfit. To say the least, I was pissed. Let's get things straight, I look at guys the way Justin looked at Kendall. I'm not being hypocritical, but I damn sure try my best to not do it in front of him. I was literally standing right in front of him, we were giving each other our full attention, and he does that. It really made me feel insecure despite all the times he's reassured me if nothing and no one getting between us. I grabbed my backpack and went to living room as it was 2:30. I packed the essentials and sat on the couch waiting for everyone to get finished packing and getting ready. Contrary to what I was going to wear earlier, a skirt, I decided to wear shorts that were definitely on the short and tight side, a lace crop top, and a floral kimono along with some cute ankle boots. Hailey came down the steps first and she sat on the couch on her phone. I stood up to plug my phone into the charger for a few minutes until we left. As I was standing up still and turning my phone onto airplane mode, Justin came up behind me and when he was about to kiss my neck I bent over to grab the charger, probably confusing him but whatever. He sat where I was sitting previously and I went to the other couch and sat by Hailey just as Kendall came downstairs.
"Let's rollll!" She said as she grabbed the keys and walked out the door first. We walked to the Range Rover and Hailey and Kendall sat in the front, leaving Justin and I in the back. I kept my distance, but allowed him to rest his hand on my knee. Hailey and Kendall played music and sang along as Justin bobbed his head to the song, I however, sat leaning against the door. Justin wrapped an arm around my back and pulled me closer to him. I rested my head on his shoulder and legs on his lap.
"What's u- dumb question Justin," he scolded himself and I smiled a little at it. "I'm sorry, Hannah. I shouldn't have looked at her booty when she bent over," I laughed out loud after he said booty.
"Did..Did you sa-y booty?" I managed to get out between laughs.
"Uhhh, yeah? Why?" He asked confused as I kept laughing.
"It's just funny," I composed myself and turned back into the shitty mood I was in before and sat up in my seat, not touching him. He tried pulling me close but I refused.
"I mean.. Why'd you have to do it in front of me?" I asked helplessly and let him pull me close now.
"Because I'm a boy that's hormonal and looks at booties." He joked as I let out a breathy laugh. I tensed up as he ran his hands along my legs. "Relax babygirl, I'm yours," he said and I swear I melted under his touch. "Aye I should start saying that more often," he said with a smirk.
"Wipe that dumb smirk off your face I'm still kinda mad," I ordered. He kissed my forehead and placed my body next to him. He's good at listening when I'm being serious. I mentally smirked. He protectively rested his hand on my thigh, dangerously close to my crotch. We got there and had so much fun within minutes of arriving. We all planned out times to meet up and which stages we were going to go to separately. The four if us were mostly together, but there's was a few times we wanted to split up. "Hannah and I are going to get something to eat, we'll meet up at Hozier at 5:30," Hailey said to Justin and Kendall. After we were out of their sight Hailey almost screamed out, "so what the hell is going on?!"
"I don't know, it's just... Justin's just been really flirty with Kendall lately and I just feel like it's not okay, you know?" I ranted
"I feel you girl, but Justin is just naturally like that. Like before you started dating he ALWAYS flirted with every girl he came in contact with," she comforted. "That's just who he is. A natural ladies man." She laughed and so did I. "I mean after all he is the only guy in a group of four," she smirked.
"Thanks Hails I love you," I said sincerely.
"Love you moreeeee," we both laughed at the dumb moment and continued looking for something to eat.
"My lovers got humor! She's the giggle at a funeral!" We sang along to Hozier. Hailey got on Kendall's shoulders and almost fell doing so, causing an outbreak of laughs among us. Justin squatted and motioned me to get on his shoulders. I shook my head and stepped back, but he insisted. I got on and tried not to put all my weight down on him but after a while I didn't care and I knew he could handle it because I've been on his shoulders before and he had zero difficulty. Hailey and I took selfies via the selfie stick we thought was necessary to bring. After Hozier's performing time was up, we decided to take a bathroom break. Justin and I held hands and I hate to admit it, but I loved it. As we got to the porta-potties I was not feeling the smell or anything about it, so Justin took us to the backstage one. I had no clue how he got us in, but I wasn't complaining. We hung out by the lake for a while until the sun started to set, so we decided to go buy glow sticks and light up stuff until Drake performed. We waited at the main Coachella stage for it to start. By now it was dark and so much more fun. Justin and I were still not talking and it was starting to turn into a contest who could stay away the longest. In my opinion, it was hilarious, but at this point I was kinda starting to miss my boy and it would be fun to dance with each other during Drakes performance. He came out on stage and immediately started his song. We were all having the times of our lives and we had met up with Kylie, Tyga, Vanessa Hudgens, Austin Butler, and Fergie. Everyone was dancing on everyone and rapped to the words and it was so fun. I was on the other side of the group with Hailey and Kylie and Justin was acting like a thug with Tyga across from us. As Drake sang a new song that we all knew I walked over to Kendall and Fergie, who were right next to Justin. Kendall and I hip bumped a few times and I glanced at Justin and he had his eyes super glued onto me and I loved every second of it. I grinded the air and shook my butt and danced around with the girls until I accidentally bumped Justin as he was getting closer. "Sorry!" I shouted over the music. He shook his head and said,
"You're good, baby," but he didn't stop there. Justin proceeded to smack my butt and grab my hips from behind and say in my ear, "Damn, I couldn't help but come over after I saw you dancing like that," I literally attacked him after he spoke. I kissed him with all of me just as the song ended.
"Mmm... I fucking love you," I said in his ear as we broke the kiss. A really good song started playing and I pulled back and smiled. As I turned around Justin firmly pulled me towards his front as I moved my body to the music, making sure to arch my back to get a good angle to dance against his crotch. He started kissing my neck and I held my hand on his neck, making sure to tilt my neck to the side so he could get every inch. We were getting into it. He pushed my back down so my upper half was parallel to the ground and held my butt with both of his hands. Making sure to bite his lip as he did so. "Hey, let's get a picture," I yelled over the music and singing after a while of intense clothed sex. I handed my phone to Kendall to snap some pictures. I put my arms I front of my face and had my butt against Justin as he was holding onto my hips and didn't release his lip from between his teeth once. In a different one I faced him and we held onto each other as if we were slow dancing, then in another he was holding me bridal style and I had my head thrown back laughing, and another he was gasping as I was bent over, and another he was holding my waist tightly from behind and kissing my neck as I shyly smiled. All in all, we took pictures of a bunch of poses and took selfies with everyone as well as a group picture and it was amazing. Once we got back to the house we invited around 30 people and just chilled and obviously Justin had a stash of alcohol there and we ordered pizza and Chinese food. Everyone ended up spending the night.
"I had so much fun today," Justin gushed as we talked about the day laying in bed.
"Me too, so much better than last year," I admitted and he nodded. We laid in each other's embrace and ended the amazing day with a passionate kiss as we heard everyone setting off fireworks outside. Coachella 2015 has been amazing, spent with even more amazing people.
