Him

Chapter 81

I think love does a lot of crazy things to you. There are so many things I just can't seem to understand. But I know nothing will ever change the way I feel and think about him. Him.He's become a part of me. Someone I can never dare to let go of. I would be fooling myself if I told myself that I wasn't into him at all. He's everyone's dream. But yet everyone sees the clear to it all. He cheated multiple of times and yet here I am lying in a place that crawls with ghosts of girls that once came before me. But then I get that scent of fresh air. No one has ever been in here except for me. I'm the only one he's allowed on this bed. His bed. But the thought of him sharing something like this brings goosebumps to my skin. I tried over and over time again to let him go. I can't. I won't. So many reasons why but I can't. Its just how it has to be. You.The things you do to me.

"You can't do that."He whispered. I shuddered. "I can do what ever I want."I say. He started to relax. "Oh yeah?"He asked. I smirked and nodded. He rolled on top of me."There's only room for one ruler and that ruler is me."He said. "But not all rulers ruled alone."I smirked. He rolled his eyes and turned away from me and got off. He sat up and stared off into his patio window. I sat up and wrapped an arm around his neck and rested my head on his shoulder. "What you thinking about?"I asked. He looked at me. "What is it about you?"He asked. "About me?"I asked. He nodded looking away once again. I played with his hair. "What did I say about the hair?"He asked lightly glaring. I slowly took my fingers and dug deeper. He felt it and looked back at me. I bit my lip.His eyes became lustful and filled with passion and so were mine. He leaned forward and attacked me with more kisses. I giggled as he played with the funny bone in my neck."Stop it!"I laughed. He leaned me back onto his pillows. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hoped for more. He bit my lip, pulling it to its extreme just to get his tongue into my mouth.

I pulled at his baby hairs as his lips teased me. "I've never shared something like this with anyone." He mumbled. I arched my throat. "What do you mean? You have shared it with a few." I say pulling away a little coming back to my sense. He pinned my hands while looking at me. "No. Those are worthless. They don't mean anything but this does."He whispered. I looked away from him. He kissed my neck. I tried to run my fingers through his hair but he had my hands. I bit my lip as he inched closer to my pressure point. I arched my back as I tried to keep him away. He knew my intentions and caught on quickly. "Your mine." He said sinking into it. "Ah.." I moaned as I tried to get my hands back. "You promise?" He asked as his kisses got sloppier and wet.

His lips never left my body going up and down my neck. Low moans escaping my mouth as his hand trailed down my spine creating goosebumps. My whole body falling apart as I give in to his touch. His hand circles under my thighs as his mouth covers mine. Hovering over me as he slowly unzips my dress. I slowly unbuttoned his shirt wanting it off as soon as possible. Got me acting all stupidly. I gave him kisses here and there trying to find that weak spot as I took his belt buckle. He chuckled as I rolled us over. His eyes were dark but yet they glistened. I kissed him with lust filled eyes. I wanted him and he knew that because he wanted me too. I pulled his pants down as he rolled us back over.

"Don't move."He growled trailing sweet wet kisses down my body. Every part he touched was now his. I couldn't help it. He kissed my thigh and then the inner. It gave a funny feeling so I tried to reach for him. He came back up pinning my hands once again. "What did I say?" He asked. I blushed. He went back to what he was doing. I arched my waist. "Oh..."He cooed as he came back up to me. I blushed. "No worries baby. I got you." He whispered. My face couldn't be any more red. He found the clasp of my bra and took a dive. I giggled at the thought. He cupped one and drank the other. He licked and bit. Teasing like no other. I ran up and down his skull finding those strands of hair. "Laura." He moaned as his tongue swirled it. "Mmmm...." I moaned. He switched between them and kept going lower. "Don't move." He growled once again. I blushed. His finger hooked my panties and slowly pulled them down. I hid as I seen him staring.

He came up. "Fuck." He groaned. He then hoovered over me. "Your beautiful."He whispered as he began kissing me. I kissed back arching myself a little to feel him in every possible way. That's when I realised that he wasn't wearing any boxers anymore. My eyes as if on instinct looked. I blushed seeing it once again. "You missed him?" He smirked. I blushed. "What?" I asked. I rolled us over and tried to find the weak spot. It was hard considering he kept moving. "You fucking tease". He whispered. "I didn't do nothing. I'm innocent." I say. He smirked licking his lips. "Not for long baby." He winked. I didn't know what to do or say so I blushed and turned away. "You can't hide from me baby. I want to see that beautiful face of yours."He said. I swear if I get anymore red I'd probably pop like a ballon. My face was heated for sure. I clawed his toned back as he bit my lip lightly. "What am I gonna do to you?"He asked me. "Uh.. ahh...."I moaned softly. Our bodies right against one another. Wanting to be even closer than we are now. But is was kinda impossible. But hey everything is impossible unless you try making it possible. He moved my hands away from my body and he was back under.

I grabbed the sheets. "Ready?" He asked. I looked at him. I nodded. He inched closer and hoovered over me. I waited for it. There was no going back now. He then pulled in. I grabbed the sheets tightly holding on as he pulled in completely. Holy fuck! I grabbed hold of him as if hugging him. He smiled at me. I smiled weakly at him, closing my eyes tightly. "You okay?" He asked kissing me sofly. I nodded enjoying the feeling. Soon the pain faded and all that was left was pleasure. I nodded for him to continue. His lips on my lips then down my chin to my neck then back up to my lip. "Mm.." He moaned. Jackpot! Now who's in control? I wrapped my legs around his waist allowing him to go deeper. "Make love to me."I moaned. He gladly accepted. "I love you." He whispered.
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