Enough/Jilix

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Chan glanced down at his hand which was still being held by Felix's much smaller one. That somehow seemed to make things click in his brain...or at least he thought it did.

"I don't actually get hurt. Don't worry about it." Chan reassured, breaking eye contact and moving his hand away from the younger's grip.

"But why do you do it?"

"Don't worry about it." He repeated.

"I'm already worried about it. I just want to know why you feel the need to hurt people. I know you have to have a reason."

"I already told you the reason. We don't need to talk about it anymore."

"Yeah, because they are gay but why do you think that's so wrong?"

"Felix stop talking about it," Chan said seriously, hating how it came out so harsh but he didn't want to have this conversation.

"Not until you answer my question."

"This is irrelevant. Are you trying to change the subject so that you don't have to tell me what made you cry?"

"This is the reason why I was crying."

"Why? I just have some bruises on my hands. It's not that serious."

"Other people have them all over their body and face because of you. You're always so nice and I don't understand why you feel the need to do that to people."

"They deserve it."

"No." Felix shook his head no. Even if Jisung never wanted to talk to him again, he at least wanted to make sure that Chan would not end up hurting him again.

Even if it was too late to fix things he wanted Jisung to know that he at least tried.

"Felix drop it."

"No, please tell me why you think that it's so wrong."

"Why do you suddenly care about it so much. You've always ignored it, it's personal things so just continue ignoring it like you always have."

"Why can't you just stop?"

"He deserves it. That's all you need to know. I'm doing it for a good reason."

"What reason?"

"It doesn't matter."

"He never did anything to deserve it." Felix shook his head again

"How would you know?" Chan asked, his voice suddenly getting a bit softer again.

"He's really nice," Felix mumbled, scared of what Chan's reaction was going to be.

"Please don't tell me that's what you've been so preoccupied with after school." Chan sighed and seemed even more upset when he received silence as a response.

It was all starting to kick in for Felix, everything that he had said to Chan. Now he saw what he dreaded most in the world. The look of disappointment.

"Why did you start talking to him?"

"I felt bad because you have been hurting him for over a month," Felix explained quietly. All of his previous bravery was gone as Chan looked back at him with a cold gaze.

"Don't talk to him anymore."

"Why not? I like talking to him. He's really nice."

"I don't want his corrupted mindset to rub off on you from being around him too much."

Felix pouted at Chan's sentence. He really did the opposite of what he had wished to do. He knew Chan was disappointed in him and probably mad at Jisung, not that it made sense for him to be. But Felix knew Chan's personality will enough by now to tell.

"Okay, I won't talk to him anymore. I'm sorry."

Please don't do anything too horrible to Jisung.

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