Ramblings Over A Confession

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Listening is the only thing you could do at the moment.

Then he adds, "I just had to check if you felt something for me because if you don't, it's fine. I figured it's better trying like this than nothing. I probably sound stupid right now and I am definitely rambling but I have to hear it now than later"

"Do you love me or not?", he made hand gestures as he talks and by the end of his question, his face is red. He is also looking anywhere but you.

Now you really wanted to talk for him to know when suddenly, he's talking again.

"This is basically the hardest thing I've ever had to do and my feet wants to shake along my hands because of how nervous I am right now. Okay, I'm going way off the topic now.. Jake, please get yourself together", he keeps on talking and you find it adorable that he's talking more to himself.

And so you turn to sit at the edge of the bed, waiting for him to be done or to finish.

But he just keeps going on and on in his confession, "I've never been really inlove before and it's completely okay if you said you still have feelings for Jay. I can only imagine how stupid I sound right in mentioning your ex-"

"Jake, stop", you interrupted his little adorable speech and his eyes widen, like to a deer.

"Sorry I was rambling again", Jake immediately says, his face redder than even before.

He sits down in his bed, not saying a word to the person keeping him this nervous. Jake is so unlike of himself.

After a few seconds of silence between the two of you in the room, you turn to look at him and he is staring forward, his adam's apple bobbing up and down. His face is slightly less red than before but you were actually glad that you could make him blush this way without even trying.

To be honest with your heart, he looks more adorable in this way.

Like a puppy, not the wilding big dog at Bighit Academy.

Whilst he keeps on avoiding your gaze, it was easy to stare at his face, to enjoy the view. His jawline is so perfect and even his skin is so smooth, smoother than yours could ever have. You just want to lift your hand and touch his jaw because it looks it was carved by God himself.

For a moment, his eyes turned to meet yours and you were thankful that you were strong enough to keep looking, "Please say something. I'm overthinking this way too much"

You stand up and turn to face him, placing your body from between his legs, "Close your eyes", you commanded him to.

"Huh?", he frowns deeply in confusion.

To be specific, he looks so scared and you wanted to laugh at how you built this tough image on his perspective. Maybe what he was expecting for you to is to punch his guts once he closes his eyes.

Or worse, slap some of the pizza slices in his face.

"Close your eyes and I'll give you what you want", you say, and Jake nods, looking so unsure but still close his eyes.

"Think about good things, Jake", he whispers to himself, grinning.

You chuckle from the cute grin in his face before placing a hand in his shoulder and levelling down to your knees, so you could situate your face before him

Here it goes.

Only for you to be shocked when he swooped down then and brought his face close to yours. You flinched at the sudden proximity and he let out a gentle laugh from your reaction.

"If I remember correctly, this means only one thing for me"

"Yes it is", you agreed cautiously, seeing what he would do next.

He closed the remaining distance between the two of you and kissed you in the lips. You melted against him, letting out a muffled gasp when his hand moved to the small part of your back and pulled you down in his lap.

He pulled away first and watched you, "Will you be my girlfriend?"

"What?", you pretended to not understand.

"Will you be my girlfriend?", Jake repeated again, slower this time as if he thought you hadn't heard what he said.

But you had heard. You were just wondering if you had misheard.

"Yes"

The word was barely out of your mouth before he slanted his lips over yours again. The second kiss was shorter than the first and when he pulled away, he was looking down at you contemplatedly.

"What?", you asked quietly.

"We're going to have to figure out how to explain this to my friends especially to Sunghoon", he reminded you as he pulls you into a swift hug.

With a sigh, you pressed your forehead against his shoulder and your mind was quick to put itself into work.

You should have known this would be a mistake of yours. But still a sweet one.

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What is happening now?

More drama is coming between the three boys after you.

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