Butterflies || MarkKit

CHP 25 || Heavy On My Mind

●○● A/N: MY MARKKIT BABIES! I miss them SO MUCH I can't even T_T Here's an update! I know it has been a while but I'll be posting more updates soon~

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-Kit-

"Kit?"

"Yeah?"

"You okay? You seem a bit out of it today." Sutep crooked his head to look at me from beyond my pile of stuff.

"No, I'm fine. I just... maybe it's my brain. Can't bear to process any more of this memorization."

Sutep shook his head, placing a hand over the spine of my book, "That's it, you got to stop reading now. How about you step outside for some fresh air?"

Sigh...

"Yeah, I'll do that." I didn't waste a moment to shut the book before I stood up, leaving the library's table in a matter of seconds.

It wasn't like him.

I sighed deeply as I stepped out into the open, the gentle wind blowing a few gusts into my hair. I looked around, eyes wandering aimlessly over the few students who were walking around, each one of them in their own world.

It wasn't like him at all.

I don't even know when I took out my phone, staring at the empty and blank screen. 

There was nothing there, no new notifications, no nothing. From the past three days, nothing. Ever since the day we went out to the movies, I haven't seen or spoken to him at all.

My eyes lingered upon the screen for longer; I wasn't even knowing what I'm staring at. Maybe I should change my wallpaper. At least it gives another temporary level of prosperity for empty notifications, to see something new. 

I unlocked my phone, my thumb hovering over my settings icon, but for a moment hesitating over the Line application. My throat felt dry, and I felt that I needed to drink some water. Even though, I wasn't really thirsty.

It was weird. Not having a constant nag through my notifications or physically, for that matter, was weird. Not that I was wanting it to happen, heck, I am thankful it's not happening anymore. But... it was more of... it was sudden too.

I had an excuse, okay? I was so used to having my Line flooded every day, to the point when it was not flooded all of a sudden, it made me a little puzzled. But still, it's not like I care. I have better things to care about.

Well, it has been three days now, I'll go back to that point. And that's not normal, is it? I mean... I guess a little peep wouldn't hurt. But wait, I seriously don't care. I don't give two damns whether he's been around or not. It's none of my business. If he wants to ghost me, then be it. Why would anyone care? I most definitely don't.