Chapter 13

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Max's pov

I turned to the door and saw them looking at me in horror

"How long were you all here? " I looked at them

"Long enough to see everything " Shawn said with an unreadable expression

"Shit " I muttered, they'd seen my panic attack

Roxy was the first to walk towards me and I looked at her and realized that they either thought I was a drug addict or I had a panic attack

"This isn't what it looks like " I tried to play it down running my hand through my hair

"Then what is it Max? Cuz it looks like you just had a fucking panic attack " Roxy practically yelled but I could still detect that unfamiliar concern in her voice

I looked away, avoiding her eyes and the eyes of all of them "then I guess it is what it looks like " I said quietly without looking at her

It was a full minute before they  spoke

"What caused it? "

"What happened to you? "

"Was it because you sang in front of everyone? "

"Are you okay? "

Shawn Luke Don and Jess all asked at the same time. Only Roxy stayed silent

I frowned and understood immediately that she rejected me because of what she'd just witnessed

"Look there's no need to bother, I'm fine " I said as I began to walk towards the door

"Listen Max we're your friends and we want to help you " Jess spoke, concern lacing her voice

I took another look at Roxy who looked away immediately and my jaw tightened and I began to walk away before Shawn and Don stepped in front of me but I cut them off  before they could say anything

"I have PTSD "

They all gasped and Roxy snapped her head to me when she heard that and a look of horror crossed her face once again

"Now that you're aware, you can leave, just like everyone else " I said before pushing past them and reaching the door

"We're not leaving you Max, we're your friends and we're here for you " Roxy finally spoke quietly

I turned and faced them

"We've all gone through dark stages of our lives so we're here to help you get through this " Jess said

Shawn put his arm around my shoulder "You're one of us now " and I saw Luke and Don nod

"I don't know what to say.... thanks I guess " I said with a bit of a smile

"Don't mention it, it's what friends do " Luke said

The bell rang and we all went to our various classes for the rest of the day though I later found out my detention was canceled after the soccer coach met Mr Luke

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After school we all went to the soccer field for practice and the shootout match

"Noah hasn't lost a single shootout contest since he joined the team " Jess commented

"That's about to change " I said smirking

"Cocky much? " Roxy rolled her eyes smiling

"Just sit back and watch me humiliate your friend " I replied

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