"No! Um the thing is-" I swallowed looking away from him, I don't know how he will take this " I left the other bottle at home" Ulric was quite for a while, I can feel his eyes on me. He sighed deeply
"Why didn't you tell me"he asked and I can see he was trying to control his anger. He pulled out his phone. " I will call Serevin to bring it"
" No don't, we are going back tomorrow I think I can survive" I stopped him.
" No Julian you life is more important, if I have to drug serevin to bring that medicine to you right now than I will do it" he shook his head looking at me with anger filled eyes.
" It's ok Ulric, I will-" he cut me off.
"I don't understand you baby, your life is at risk. You didn't tell me that the pills were finished now you refuse me to call serevin to bring you others which you should have packed in the first place" Ulric looked at me with anger in his eyes " it's like you gave up on this, you gave up on this Julian"
" No I didn't"
" Yes you did, you accepted this, that's why you left that bottle at home. Your not thinking about us, the people who love you" he stood up as he started Pacing around.
" Calm down Ulric" I said lowly.
" Why Julian, I am freaking out here, I can't lose you but all you're doing is make sure to leave me" he shouted throwing his phone at the wall shattering in pieces. He stormed out side on the back yard. My eyes were wide in horror, what the hell happened. Ok I admit it's my fault to leave the pills at home but I'm too hurting. My eyes Started to tear up not knowing what to do, Leroy and Alvaro came towards me giving me a hug in comfort.
" What is going on Julian" Leroy asked in a worried voice. " What does he mean that you gave up" I looked at them as I complemented if i should tell them or not but I think it would be great to tell them. I can't keep hiding this from them.
" There is a possibility of me dying in labor" I said looking at them, Leroy backed away slowly tears falling instantly. I can't tell them it's because I am carrying a vampire child no, they will freak out much.
" What no" Leroy pulled on his hair hard " your my brother Julian, I can't lose you"
"And you are not" I assured
" How do you know that if the doctor told you that" Leroy asked.
" Because I know" I shrugged trying not to look at Leroy, he was crying.
" Why is Ulric mad at you" Alvaro asked in a soothing voice.
" The doctor gave me some pills to take because I feel pain in my body and I intend to lose my breath sometimes. I brought one bottle with me and left the other at home and the one I brought finished yesterday. I didn't tell him. He wanted to call his brother to travel all the way from Boston to here, I refused him" I explained sighing deeply " we are going back tomorrow I think I can live for today without them but he thinks I gave up on life, he thinks I am giving up which I am not"
"I can't lose you Julian, you're my little brother" Leroy sobbed.
" No one is losing me, ulric' doctors are doing everything they can so stop worrying I will be ok" I smiled wanting to show them that I am ok but in normal I wasn't.
" Nothing is ok" Leroy also stormed off towards his bedroom. What is wrong with people today Storming away from me.
" Go talk to Ulric while I talk to him"Alvaro gave me a hug following his husband. I walked out in the back yard, Ulric was seated down in the glass and he seemed to be in thoughts. I walked towards him sitting near him, he glanced at me, his face was wet. He wiped the tears away quickly. I sighed not knowing what to say, this was hurting him so much.
" I don't want to die" it was the first thing I said after some minutes " I am really scared Ulric but but.." I sobbed, Ulric looked at me with teary eyes " I just want to live my last days happy, with the man I love. I never thought someone would love me according to what my ex said to me and when you told me about this. I was scared, I wanted to hate myself coz life was unfair Ulric. When I thought I would live happily, having my own family but this had to happen. I didn't give up Ulric, I want to stay by your side forever but each day I feel weak, all my strength is slipping away and I don't have anything to do unless to enjoy my last days with you. I'm not giving up" I said sobbing.
" You're not dying Julian" Ulric turned towards me saying in that monotone voice of his. " You're my life, my everything, my air to breath Julian, that's why I am doing everything in my power to prevent all this from happening and when I see you not cooperating it hurts so much" he said putting his hand on my shoulder.
" I know honey and I am sorry, I didn't leave them on purpose. I thought one bottle would be enough" he hugged me tightly placing kisses on my temple and hair.
" Nothing is going to happen trust me baby" I nodded in his chest. We stayed like that for some minutes enjoying each others embrace. " Sorry for shouting at you, I didn't mean it" I nodded snuggling closer to his body.
" Let's watch the stars" I said moving away from his chest pecking his lips.
" I thought you're hungry"
" Yes but i want to watch the stars with you" I replied positioning myself in between his legs looking up in the sky. I enjoy watching stars but right now I feel so good because I am with the man I love. "Dominick Alaric Bartholomew" I whispered while looking to the sky.
" What" Ulric asked confused.
" Our son" I sighed turning sightly towards him " that is the names of our son" I swallowed hard.
" Why"
" Dominick was my father's name and Alaric was yours so i thought since they were both great people we can name after them" I said.
" Oh Julian, I love the names" Ulric squeezed me tightly kissing my neck " we are going to be great parents" my heart started to beat fast at what he just said. I looked back at the sky a tear falling down my cheek. I don't even know if I would hold my baby,please lord if your there please let me hold my baby at least once. Tears were streaming down my face as I looked at the sky.
" I love you Ulric so much"
" I love you too baby"
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Did Julian give up!
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