IF YOU WERENT HERE- Wilbur X Reader

27

I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours
Yeah, you look happier, you doAin't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain't nobody love you like I do

i hurt you so much. and i regret it every day. the fact that i screwed up the only good thing in my life. i could feel the color drain from my face when you told me things weren't going to work out.

Promise that I will not take it personal, baby

If you're movin' on with someone new'Cause baby you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
And until then I'll smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

when i was happy it was only with you and i can't imagine my life without you but then again I'm living it. my friends always tell me it's gonna be okay and that i should just go to the bar and get wasted and forget it. but then again i was asking a 17-year-old.

Sat in the corner of the room

Everything's reminding me of you
Nursing an empty bottle
And telling myself you're happier, aren't you?
Oh, ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you 
But ain't nobody need you like I do
I know that there's others that deserve you 

But my darlin', I am still in love with you

I'm in love with you and i will always be in love with you there is no changing it. i need you y/n i need you right here and right now. my eyes were tearing up and i couldn't hold it any longer so i broke down while singing.

But I guess you look happier, you do

My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
I could try to smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

i have never felt this weak but it was all because you make me weak but i like that you make me strong but my guard weak and i miss that.

'Cause baby, you look happier, you do
I knew one day you'd fall for someone new
But if he breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I'll be waitin' here for you

ill be here waiting for you. if it doesn't work ill be here i don't care if I'm second third or even last as long as you know i will always be here to take you down to the wedding and take you to the first mansion that i buy you. i will swear to love you every night.

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y/n pov:

"y/n sing us the song you have been working on."

Tommy says laughing at the meme tubbo sent him.

"um i don't know," i said with an unsure tone

"come on we won't leak it." tubbo said with a tiny smile.

"fine." i give in and grab my guitar.

Lyin' isn't better than silence

i had to tell him. that it wasn't going to work right.

Floatin', but I feel like I'm dyin'

did i even make the right choice

Still, no matter where I go

At the end of every road

You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah

he was always good to me. always.

I know it's easier to run

After everything I've done
You were good to me
You were good to meYou were good to me
You were good to me

i let him go and now all i can do is live my life. Tommy did tell me that will saw the stream with his letter.

Leavin' isn't better than tryin'

Growin', but I'm just growin' tired

Now I'm worried for my soul

And I'm still scared of growin' old
You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah

i feel like a stupid teenager making mistakes over and over again.

And I'm so used to letting go

But I don't wanna be alone

does he love me? really?

You were good to me
You were good to me, yeah, oh

God only knows where our fears go

Hearts I've broke, now my tears flow
You'll see that I'm sorry
'Cause you were good to me

i caused him so much pain.

You were good to me

And now I'm closin' every door

'Cause I'm sick of wantin' more

he was perfect.

You were good to me

You were good to me, yeah

Swear I'm different than before
I won't hurt you anymore

i hope i will never those our memories

'Cause you were good to me

now were strangers again but this time.

with memories.