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Can Not Go On Like This

Hello Readers and Friends!

Thank you so much for so many PMs, I know I have not been able to update these past few weeks, but today here I am ready with a new Chapter!

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Now, let's begin!

4th July 2021

Bela's pov

Coming out of the humungous Trehan Empire Building, many thoughts clouded my mind.

I pondered how much my life has changed ever since Nakul forced our marriage upon me!
How I feared him in the initial times, and how we are sharing our bodies together now!

How, I have grown up from a helpless abused child to a full fledged respectful woman. Now a days, people see me with a completely different identity.

Suddenly, I have become subjected to receive respect from everyone.

It's Ironic that, How over a mare command of Nakul had changed the perspective of people about my identity.

People saw me with deep respect and probably a fear as well.

But is this my true identity?
Am I only the wife of a mighty Trehan?
Why can not people see me for who I am?
I may not be very popular or successful but sure I am much more than just Mrs. Trehan!

And I absolutely fear if is this going to be my only identity?
What about the fighter Bela?
What about my individuality?

The real Bela is getting masked by this influential Bela, who is only the wife of the Nakul Mahendra Trehan.

I don't like this shift of focus on my personality....but I think, to keep peace around me, I am beginning to accept this new version of Bela.

I don't know if this is right or wrong but I guess, it's not pathetic either to be called as Mrs. Trehan, as long as I get to live my life in ways I want to!

It's not like my marriage is perfect or anything, in fact truth be told, it is far away from Perfection, it's just that we both have started to make adjustments for each other.

Well not the big ones....but every drop counts!

And as long as Nakul has his trust on this marriage, I am going to be by his side.

But I would really like, if he opened up to me!
I want him to tell the reasons why he married me!
I want him to tell me why he is still so distant and mysterious to me!
Why he never talks about anything more personal and involving?

You want him to open up to him, but have you?
Don't forget, even you have kept so many shades of your personality, hidden from him! - voiced my inner self

I know, Nakul has rights to know about my past if I want this marriage to go anywhere like normal marriages but I do not know why I can not feel comfortable around him to open up.

But may be, if I started to open up to him, probably he will too!

Arguing with my inner self I was driving towards the Trehan mansion when my cell phone ringed and a smile broke on my lips but if only I knew!

Parking the car on a sideways, I answered the call with a smile -

Hey Hey Ruchi!

How are you dear?
Why have you been avoiding everything and everyone?
Haven't seen you in a while!