My Idol, My Muse | Jendragon

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2021

~ Jennie ~

W, no L's, covered W and Elle, and it's none left on the shelf
Get in trouble by myself, just, oh well
All me, cross seas, Coco Chanel
Palm trees, calm breeze, living in a dollhouse
I don't need a Ken, I can watch him walk out
Solo, but I got many I could thank
You could see it in my eyes, like every time I blink

---What do you think? ... Oppa?--- Ji Yong-oppa is lying on the bed staring at me, he didn't take his eyes off me the whole time I was teaching him the rap I prepared for The Show.
---Well Jen ...--- he tells me with a mischievous smile on his face as he lifts the sheet that covers his body and reveals the noticeably bulging area under his underwear, my cheeks turn red instantly. ---Look what you've done to me ... I think that it means your rap is too good---
My eyes get lost in his uncovered body and especially in that area that stands out while he keeps his gaze on me, there have been few times that I wake up next to him and I can have him as well as now but it never loses the emotion, Ji Yong is someone I can't take my eyes off.

---Come here--- he tells me slapping on the bed
---Oppa ... you know I have to go to rehearsals---
---Who cares about rehearsals when you've done this to me?---
---Sorry Kwon Ji Yong but you'll have to wait --- I turn around and leave the room to pick up my bag in the living room and call my manager to come and get me. Ji Yong-oppa gets out of bed and follows me around the apartment in his underwear and all disheveled. As I pick up my hair he takes advantage and surrounds me with his arms as he sticks his body to mine and makes me feel his desire.
---Come on Jen ... just 5 minutes ...--- he whispers in my ear, he knows that I rarely can resist when he does that.
---Oppa ... look at the time seriously I have to go, there is much to prepare---
---I don't care, I'm not going to let you go---
While oppa hugs me in the middle of the room and prevents me from leaving, someone dials the code on the door and enters, it's Dami-unnie. Oppa, embarrassed, lets me go and moves away from me, covering the aroused area of ​​him under his hands.
---God!! I am seriously thinking about changing the access code !! Understand that you cannot enter in a man's house like that ...--- Dami-unnie rolls her eyes as she ignores her brother and approaches me giving me a greeting hug.
---How are you Jennie? I haven't see you for days, you must be very busy right?---
---Oh..yes it is true unnie, I promise you that when The Show passes we will have a date---
--- Pfff ...--- protests Oppa
--- Hey you ... go get dressed. There is nothing new for me there since I used to change your diapers as a child but I don't need to see you like that at this time of morning--- Dami is definitely the only one who can talk to Ji Yong like that without him protesting, like a little boy He retires to the room to get dressed.
---Unnie I have to go, see you later---
---Okay! call me, I'll be here for a while, I've come to bring the kimchi that mom made for Ji Yong-ah---

My manager comes to pick me up at the condominium and in a while we will be in the studios for the dress rehearsal.
---Unnie !!--- Rosé approaches, she comes with a bag of potato chips in her hand.
---Chae Young-ah how can you eat that at this time of the morning?--- I say laughing
---Unnie there are no inappropriate times to eat a delicacy like this---
---Where are Jisoo and Lisa?--- I ask her
---Well Lisa is over there--- she points to me --- talking to the dancers and Jisoo has not arrived yet, yesterday I spoke with her and she told me that she would be filming the drama until dawn, so she should arrive in a while after get some sleep ---
---Ahh then I suppose we will rehearse the solos until she arrives---
---Yes, that's what the director said---

After days of intense rehearsals in long hours, the date for The Show arrives, we are all very excited and we have prepared very hard to give the best to our fans. Ji Yong-oppa has come to support us, during all this process for months he has been by my side unconditionally, he has visited the studio and he has also gone to see us on the recording sets of the music videos, I cannot complain, After that day he opened up with me he has been more attentive and more focused, in fact sometimes I see him with his notebook in his hand, the one he usually uses to write the lyrics of his songs, but he always hides it every time I try to see what he writes, he does not lose the habit ...

---Jen, you are very ...--- he looks thoughtful as he looks at me from top to bottom the outfit I wear for my solo--- Too sexy ... I don't know if I'm comfortable with millions of people watching you like this ---
---Millions will see me but only you can touch---
---Hmmm--- Jisoo who is also in the dressing rooms interrupts ---I only inform you that I am here ...---
---ups ... sorry --- oppa responds embarrassed.
---Oppa, it's my turn, are you going to watch me?---
---You really have to ask that? I would never miss it---

After finishing the whole team meets to celebrate, while The Show is broadcast we see how many people are watching us, we are very satisfied with the work, some time later I say goodbye to the girls and each one leaves. I ask my manager to take me home tonight, my mother and some friends are waiting for me. I can say that if the concept of happiness exists in real life ... right now I can't be happier, with my phone I call Ji Yong-oppa to hear his voice.
---Oppa are you home already?---
---Yes, I arrived a while ago. Tomorrow are you coming to stay with me? I can't last more than a day without you ... I don't know how I'm going to sleep today ...---
---Oppa ... don't exaggerate I know that YoungBae-oppa and HyoRin-unnie have come to visit you so you are not alone --
Oppa laughs ---ok you caught me---
---See you tomorrow oppa---
---See you... my Jennie---