⁶Hesitant Skeleton──Misc.

152. 😔

I'm thinking about quitting my job. Like, I'm just not enjoying it as much as I used to and since I don't actually need the money, as I have no bills or payments I need to make, I don't see why I should be doing something I don't enjoy. And I'm gonna quit in June away because I'm gonna be going away for like almost 2 months and then I'll only be back for a month before I go off to uni and I really don't feel like going to my boss like "yo can I have 2 months off??" Like?? No. I'm just gonna quit. Maybe I'll get another job for the time before I leave for uni, maybe I won't. Who knows.

But anyways, recently I've been noticing myself thinking not very good thoughts while I'm at work and ways to get out of work. But the thing is, is I didn't used to. 

Like I'll be a yard like: "Damn I hope this dog bites the shit out of me right now so I can go home." or "It would be great if my epilepsy came back and I had seizure right now so I could go home and get my license revoked and never have to come back." 

Or I'll be driving to work and thing "It'd be pretty cool if I have a seizure and get into a car accident" or just "It'd be nice to get into a car accident right about now." 

But maybe I should just stick it out until June cause that's like two paychecks (I've been making around 430 a paycheck). I think I'll wait until Tuesday before I fully make up my mind, that way I'll experience each of my shifts again and see how I feel.