Legacies Imagines

RN (Josie)

Being in love with Josie while she's in love with Penelope.

I watched Josie from the distance. She was studying with Penelope. Well, "studying" is what I'd call it. I could see that Penelope was really just distracting her. Her hand on her thigh. Leaning in close to "understand" better.

I got up and went to my room to get away from them. I didn't like seeing them together.

Josie and I had been really close friends almost all our lives. I was the first person she came out to.

God I was so stupid back then.

I liked her before I even knew what it meant and when she said she liked girls it didn't really click in mine that I liked them too.

Well, I liked Josie.

As we got older my crush on her only grew. We did almost everything together with or without Lizzie.
Until she met Penelope.

God how I hated Penelope Park.

And the only reason I had to hate her was that she had Josie.

There was a knock on my door. I looked up confused because it's been a while since anyone came looking for me. So, I opened the door and looked at who it was. Lizzie.

"Hey Liz. What's up? To what do I owe this pleasure?" I smiled. I missed spending time with her. I haven't really since Josie and I aren't hanging out much.

She pushes her way through and enters my room.

"Why aren't you and Josie talking?"

I looked at her confused. What was she talking about? I was talking to her at breakfast.

"Don't play dumb. You guys were inseparable."

I sighed and looked at the floor.

"Y/n what's going on with you guys?"

"There's nothing going on. She has a girlfriend now."

Lizzie rolled her eyes. "Don't remind me. Satan is not any good for my sister."

I tried not to laugh.

"When are you going to tell her?" She looked at me seriously.

My blood ran cold. I hadn't told anyone how I felt about her. How could she possibly know?

"What are you talking about Lizzie?"

"You're in love with Josie y/n." She looked me dead in the eye as if to see if I was going to lie to her next.

I sighed. There wasn't any use lying to her. She knew me and Josie better than anyone.

"Even if I am, she's happy right now. I won't ruin that." I say shaking my head.

"Penelope is only going to break my sisters' heart. Are you really going to be okay with that?"

I looked down at the ground. My eyes began to sting with tears.

I never want to see Josie heart broken.

"Can you just go Lizzie? I have a lot to think about." I walked over to my dresser to get a change of clothes.

"I thought so." Lizzie smugly left my room.

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It was 2 am and I was sitting on the dock with a notebook. I was writing down how I felt about her.

When I reread my feelings, I heard a beat play in my head. I knew that I had to make a song out of this.

I went back up to my room and set up my equipment. The drum pad piano and guitar. With the looper.