Our Weird Relationship (BWWM)

Chapter 41: The Future

Alright Home Skillets, I may update tomorrow, cause I don't have school! It decided to snow in the middle of November and now I don't have to go :) However if I do, that will be it. :( So Enjoy. 

Also, i dialed down some of my curse words. Lol, maybe that is the reason some people can't read the chapter. I don't know, but I hope that helps in the future. 

Chapter 41: The Future

               It was during spring break when all my worries were washed out the window. I got home early, not feeling like being surrounded by people. I have been feeling like complete and utter shit lately. And of course, I could have just sucked it up and went on with my life, but how do you do that when the person you love is gone?

                    After everything, there was no way he was not going to take the scholarship. And yes I did the worst thing possible to get him to leave, but I hope maybe later on in life, he’ll thank me. I pushed him to go, but I still helped him. And that’s all I wanted to do. He was gone by the time spring break was over.

                    I actually got a letter from him the day he left. When the mailman handed it to me as I was going outside to my car that day, I was confused on why he would even think about me. I crushed his heart and stomped on it, why did he even spear however long it took for him to write this letter and mail it to me. I would never know.

                    But on that next day, I got mail from the last resort college I applied for. Mrs. Alcott the counselor put in great recommendations for me, and I checked out the website and wondered why I didn’t apply here first. They offered English classes and things pertaining to my major and the campus was amazing. I finally prepared myself for success and maybe failure for the third time. Reading the words, my eyes widen. Joy and Happiness sprung through me like a firework. My eyes watered from happy tears as I read the letter over and over again.

                    “I got in!” I jumped up and down. I started doing weird dances, knowing damn well I couldn’t actually dance. It didn’t matter how bad my moves were, I was celebrating my final acceptance to somewhere I believed will help me become what I want to be. I was happy and wanted to call someone. I dial my mother’s number first, waiting for her to pick up. When she finally does, I yell my news.

                     “Oh baby that is so good!” She said back. “I know.” I said. I call my dad and tell him the same news. He was happy for me and said that we will talk about it later. I hang up and sit down on the bed. The happiness wore off now and quietness settled in. I was sitting alone in my room, with nothing to do. I left my friends at school and the only boyfriend I had, I pushed him away.

                    Way to go Nia

                    When I hear a knock on the door, I look through the window to see who it could be.  I was surprised when I saw dark brown hair and a green eye staring back at me. I open the door and see Brenda and Ashlynn

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                    “Hello.” I said. Brenda smiles at me, while Ashlynn was jumping up and down. “Nia. Hi.” I let them in, even though I was confused beyond measure why they would be here. “I know you’re probably confused why we’re here.” I nod, closing the door. Her thick accent always interested me. “Well I wanted to give you theses.” In her hand were a stack of papers. She passes them into my hands and I set them down. “What are all of these?” I asked. “Notes from Aiden’s room.” Ashlynn blurts. Brenda scowls at her.