Our Weird Relationship (BWWM)

Chapter 29: Insecurity

Chapter 29: Insecurity

         “Were you listening to what I was saying?” He asked. At first I was tempted to just tell the truth, but I couldn’t. “No I was, trying to find you.” I blurted.  “You were looking for me?” I paused, “I have to ask you something.” I don’t know where I was going with this, but I had to continue so he wouldn’t think anything. “Ok, what is it?” He gets a little closer to me now. “Um, have you seen Willow?” I lie. He opens his mouth like he was about to say something, but stops and shakes his head. “No, I haven’t. What did you need her for?”  I wave him off, backing up I say, “Oh nothing. Never mind.” I give him a small smile, and turn around. “Tell her I said hi.”

     

      The day ends and I watch Aiden drive up in his car right behind mine. I get out and wait for him. He opens his door and leans on it. “I missed my pretty lady today.” He says to me. My stomach feels like it’s doing flips. “I missed my handsome man today too.” I decided I wasn’t going to tell him about Willow possibly stalking him now. Because that would only cause problems, which is something I don’t want right now. I want him to hold me. 

    He walks up to me and strokes my arms. His height makes him look down at me, but for some reason I feel like I’ve gotten a little taller. “Have I gotten taller?” I asked. He looks at me and runs his hand to my back side and pats my butt. “No.” He laughs. I shake my head, touching his chest. “I feel like I have.” I reply. He picks me up by the legs and swings me over his shoulder. I hit his back to put me down. “Stop, I don’t like this, put me down please.” I whine. He walks us to the door and let’s himself in.

Turns out my door was unlocked, I shake my head thinking. Someone could have robbed me.

      Aiden finally puts me down on the floor and kisses my head. “Why did you do that?” I asked him. He makes himself comfortable and goes in the kitchen to see if there was any food. “Boy get out of my kitchen.” I joke. I guess I sounded like my mother, because he quickly turned around and said “Yes ma’am.  I laughed at his scared facial expression.

     He looked at me weird, “You didn’t tell me your mom was here.” I hold my stomach, picturing his face again. “She’s not.” He looks confused for a second, but then realizes what happened. “You sounded just like her.” He laughs. “I wasn’t trying to, but I’m glad it worked. Come over here and give me some sugar.” I open my arms and wait for him to hug me. He looks at me with a straight face, “Ew no.”

     He tries to walk around me, but I get in his way. I finally got in his face and had my hands up in fist. “Put em up,” I joked. “Put em up baby.” He starts to attack me with tickles instead of playing along. I struggle to breathe, from laughing so hard. “Aiden stop.” I laugh. I manage to get a few tickles on him, which turns into light wrestling. We land on the floor, with me surprisingly on top of him. I was about to land a light punch to his chest, but he catches my hand. He pulls me towards his chest, sitting up, making me straddle his lap.

    “What are you doing?” I whisper. He was looking at me in a lustful way. And for a second, I wanted to give in. But not like this, not in the middle of my living room floor.

       He slowly moves the clothing off my shoulder and places his lips at the sweet spot in my body. I curl my hands in his hair, loving the feeling of his locks going around my fingers. He does the same to the other shoulder, and eventually pulls up my shirt.

       He stops at the bottom of my bra and just touches my stomach. Curling them around my chest, he finally kisses my lips, Softly, making me wish we weren’t in my living room right now. That we were somewhere where you could be alone forever. “You know what you said to me last time.” I say between his lips. “What?” He wondered. I cup his face with my hands and look into his eyes. “You drive me crazy, and for that I don’t want to lose you.” He smiled at my statement and kissed me hard. “I don’t want to lose you either.”