Doubts

Chapter 2: Live a little😩

Monica👆🏾
All these kisses by Tammy Rivera 🎶

Before I left the parking lot Monica told me she was going to stop by my house. Good b/c I honestly didn't want to be alone right now. I turned up the radio in my car until I zoned out. My mind was full of thoughts today was just too much already. Fuck it. It was just going to be a mini vacation for me. I was over school anyways. Instead of going straight home, I went to Wendy's to get some chicken nuggets. A bitch was hungry. Cooking just wasn't something I was about to go home and do. After I got my food I went on my Apple Music and played 'All these kisses' . I couldn't sing but I was Beyoncé for the moment.
Days so hard, so much stress
Life won't let up, boy just rest
Lay down and let me cover you in all these kisses🎶
As I left Wendy's I drove until The next red light. It was just something about the song that just took me away. I didn't have a damn clue what she was talking about but it felt right.
Tell me baby let me know what we could do
Anything, everything you wanna do
Pick a time and place I put it on you
Pick a time and place I put it on
The music must was in full affect as I slightly rolled my hips in my seat. Not knowing a black truck pulled up beside me . I looked over and instantly got embarrassed. Thank God the light turned green. I sped off fast as I could.
I pulled up to the house and instantly got sad. As I sat in my car I thought to myself I definitely need to get out more. I got my nuggets and went in. I hopped in the shower, let my hair down, and laid across the white sofa on my couch. I heard my phone buzz and it was Monica telling me she was outside. My alarm chimes telling me my front door was open. Monica walked in eating fries from McDonald's. "Its sad asf in here". She said walking to the kitchen. "Girl why is it so quiet"? "Well it's not anymore since you done walked yo ass in here". I said rolling my eyes. "Whatever bitch". Monica said plopping on the couch. "Soooooo about this party tonight .... I think you should go Riley" "you need it. I need it ". "So we going!". "I already thought about it Moon". "I'm gonna go but I ain't got shit to wear you know I don't go out". "Hush I already have that handled". Monica said excitedly "I got this bomb ass body suit that you would look good asf in". I just laughed at Monica b/c she was so ratchet and loud but you couldn't help but love her. "Bet" I said. "You are going to catch you a man tonight I'm knowing". "I need too". "I'm tired of looking in your damn face". We both bust out in laughter.
"Hey, can you stay here with me for the weekend?". I asked. "Idk Riley... Travis is going to be back in town and he wanted to spend some time together. & tbh I'm tryna not hide it but divide it tonight if you know what I mean ". "You know y'all can just come back here bitch this ain't the first time you done did it so don't act brand new". " Okay I was just waiting on the invite" Monica said with a sneaky smirk on her face. "Ooouuuu you bitch". I said throwing the pillow at her.

We watched movies until 9:30 came around. It was now time for us to get ready. I hooked my music up to the speakers in the living room to set the mood as we got ready.

Wild thoughts by Dk Khaled

Wild wild thoughts .... wild wild thoughts played throughout the house as we got ready. I was upstairs in my bathroom getting prepared. Slightly dancing in the mirror I was feeling it. Monica was in the downstairs bathroom also getting dressed. I walked to the floor mirror that sat in my room. I couldn't help it I looked good as fuck. The bodysuit hugged my body tight and right. Ass was sitting right. Tits was sitting right. Stomach on flat flat. My brown skinned glowed from the baby oil that I lathered in earlier. The body suit was all black with a zipper in the front for cleavage. I had plenty so why not show em. I curled my long black hair. My makeup was flawless must I say. Monica came busting in my room. My bitch looked gorgeous as usual. The pink sequins dress she wore looked good on her light skin. She didn't have to wear makeup but she wore just a little. She also had her hair wand curled. She looked bad. "Bitttttttt ayyyyyyeeee we look bad asf" Monica screamed out while shaking her ass. " Yassss" I said spinning around so she could see this fineness. "We going in your car or mine Moon?" I asked Monica. "Yours" she said oiling her feet. "I'm ready when you are". I locked the door behind me as we got in my car. Monica said the club was called "Xcape" it's 18+ party so we were good to get in. As we pulled up to the club. It was packed asf. Seems like everybody was there. "Travis got us VIP Tickets so we don't have to wait in that long ass line" Monica said. "I think this is the club that him and his partner owned or something like that ". "Damn" I said. "I didn't know Travis was doing it like that". "You know my man the shit" Monica said blushing. As we got our eyes were on us you could hear the hating ass hoes talking shit as we walked past them. When we got in the club, the music was blasting. The party was hype asf. The waitresses were half naked. Bottles were in the air. People were on the dance floor damn near fucking. It was a good time. We walked up the stairs to our VIP section. There were bottles of liquor sitting on the table waiting with our names on the table. " Damn Moon what you putting down to get this kind of treatment?! " this ass" Monica said playfully. We both laughed as she started twerking to the song. We were really having fun. Travis snuck up on Monica holding her by her waist. Monica screamed with joy hugging and kissing on him not caring that Riley was standing there. Riley just laughed b/c she thought it was funny actually. Travis was tattooed head to toe. He was caramel colored with curly hair. He looked very thuggish. But manly at the same time. He wasn't a ugly nigga. That's for sho. Travis spoke to Riley. " Wassup Riley" he said hugging her. Riley spoke back with a smile. " I want you to meet someone". " This my nigga Akeem". Boy oh boy. I must have died and went to heaven this nigga was everything I dreamed of wanting. He was tall, black, and handsome. He had long black dreads down his back. He was muscular you could tell he stayed in the gym. That nigga smiled and I don't know what came over me but a bitch panties were starting to soak. His white teeth stood out the most. Tats everywhere. "What's your name?" He said again. Monica snapped her fingers at me "Damn girl you alright ?!" "Riley!" I finally managed to get out." He smiled again walking up into our section. " Sit with me Ma" he said. I did what I was told. He got closer to me I think he noticed how nervous I was. "Tell me about yourself Ma". "What you wanna know" he smiled at my response. "Where you from? I haven't seen you around much" "Mississippi but I moved here a couple of months ago." "This is my first time out Moon dragged me out here" I said laughing "I can tell you not from here you country as fuck" he said laughing. "I like it tho " "you sound sexy to me". I couldn't help but to blush. I have always heard people say that since I moved here but hearing it from him did something to me. "Whatever don't be trying to make me feel good Akeem". I said giggling. " where you from ?" "I'm from here born and raised ". We sat and talked for a long time. He seemed very interested in me. I liked him too.
Trey Songs "Neighbors know my name" played throughout the club. I looked up and saw Travis and Monica damn near fucking in the corner. I whispered to Akeem "they must really miss each other". He laughed and said "I know what they doing tonight " "Waking up the neighbors". We both laughed.
It was nearing 2:00. Travis and Akeem walked us to the car. Bitches were staring us up and down. Travis asked what were we getting into tonight. " Sleep nigga" I said causing everyone to laugh. Travis mocked me" "you so damn country". "We are going back to Riley's house". Monica said. "Good we behind y'all". Travis said with a smirk on his face. Akeem just sat back smiling. It's something about this nigga he too low key. He's this fine I'm knowing he's a hoe.

We pulled off Monica starred at me with a smile on her face. "You like em don't you". "I know you do" & " he likes you " . I smiled at her. "I like him but I'm knowing he's a player or something". "He's too fine not to be ". "Go with the flow Riley" you not trying to marry the nigga are you ?!". Monica said laughing. I just rolled my eyes and laughed at her. As we pulled up to my drive way. We sat in the car chatting a bit. I told Monica. "Don't be too loud now" "I don't need you screaming Travis name all up stairs". She laughed saying she couldn't make any promises. A familiar truck pulled up. I stared for a second until the lights cut off. It was the same truck that was at school. A black G Wagon. Akeem got out first den Travis. This is who owns that truck, I thought to myself.
We got out and made our way inside. Akeem walked behind me. "You living nice " " thanks" I said smiling.
I'm gonna go take a shower I announced. Make yourselves comfortable I said walking up the stairs.