I have no idea what I'm doing anymore. I don't know how to college or adult..... I don't know what I need to do or how to do it. I want to take off a semester or something because I don't feel ready. I want to get away from home but I also don't. Im not ready I have no freaking clue what I'm doing. I haven't done what I know I need to do. I haven't applied for scholarships. I know I'm super late in deciding and everything but I just didn't know. I still don't know. It's so overwhelming with school too and trying to keep up my grades and do things for college and have friends. I just can't. I know suicide is the "easy" way out but that's exactly why I'd do it. Because I'm a coward that can't handle shit. I don't want to and I can't.
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Write it Down so I Don't Forget
Teen FictionElizabeth has a very mundane boring life but sometimes she needs to vent about anything and everything. The only relief she finds is by writing it down. So this is her life. This is her diary. It's not formatted like an actual book and it has IM la...
