That Ballah Love: Down For My Ballah

Chapter 27- Lost Soul

Raeven P.O.V

I searched around the room and found something then ran back to him pressing the shirt against the hole in his timple as more blood rushed out the other side.

Even though I knew I lost him...I still tried to save him.

If only I could have gotten here a few minutes earlier...just a bit quicker, I could have saved him..I was so close..and all this is my fault. Somebody is dead because of me..and im still right here living.

Sobbing uncontrobablly I called the police.

" 911 whats your emergancy? "

" My boy- this man has just commited suicide..i tried to stop the bleeding. Can you please send someone ? " I tried to control my cries to get the words out.

" Ma'am what the adress ? " I gave her Cam's adress and answered her questions before sending Cash a text and turning back to Cam. I heald him close to my chest and cried my eyes out.

I blammed myself.

It was my fault. I fucked with his heart, I did him wrong..I never loved any man as much as I loved him. This was my man...he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and I did a childish ass thing and hurt him and now he's gone.

I can't bring him back. There's 2 big ass holes through his timples..There is nothing I can do to make this better.

I don't know how long I sat there crying with him before I heard police sirens. Paramedics rushed in and pulled us apart before taking him from me.

I just killed a man.

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Cash P.O.V

I directed the next mover...I was ready to be out of this damn house and into my home.

I was so freaking excited and happy about everything, I had anything I could have wanted. I remember after my mother got addicted then died..that point where I had nothing and started from the bottom, now im here with anything I possibablly could have wanted or dreamed for.

" Mama when we leavin' for the new house ? " Elle asked looking around.

I thought..Gucci texted me today and said we could go furniture looking today when he got back from the boys...so we'll have all of that.

" How does tomorrow sound ? "

" Great! " She yelled. I nod my head.

" Tomorrow it is, go make sure you tell the movers what to take babygirl " I tell her after kissing her head. I starred at her. My little sister was a beautiful little girl. And I know she was going to grow up to be even more beautiful. It makes me emotional when I look at her sometimes. " I love you, Carielle " I say as my eyes started to water up. She smiled at me brightly making me feel alot better.

" I love you too, momma " She tells me. She is my baby. " You okay? "

" Im fine..go let them know what to take " I tell her. She ran off to do as told and I pulled out my phone that was vibrating in my pocket.

Twinny<3: cam jus commited sucide im at himsj place

She really couldn't be serious. Thats not something to play about. I shot her a text and didn't get any reply. My hands were sweating and my knee's were getting weak...I know he didn't do this.