That Ballah Love: Down For My Ballah

Chapter 52 (Part 3)- Aside Feelings

Hurt shouldn’t pile up like this inside of someone. No one should suffocate beneath pain on top of pain. You should have time to breathe, time to scream it out until it doesn’t exist anymore.            -- Sharde Richardson

Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times, and sometimes you have no idea where to go or what to do. Lots of times people just let themselves get lost, dropping into a wide open, huge abyss. But that's why we have to keep trying. We have to push through all that hurts us, work past all our memories that are haunting us. Sometimes the things that hurt us are the things that make us strongest. A life without experience, in my opinion, is no life at all. And that's why I tell everyone that, even when it hurts, never stop yourself from living.    --  Alysha Speer

One of the best times for figuring out who you are & what you really want out of life? Right after a break-up.  -- Mandy Hale

He got older, but never grew, For his life he can't tell the truth. How to love he ain't got a clue, Playing games like he'll never lose you. Try to talk to him, can't get through, Every day he's a different dude. These are the signs of a grown ass boy, Better run for the hills, I'm just trying to keep it real. You can't raise a man. He's already grown, what you gonna do? You wonder why he acts like a boy. It's 'cause he wasn't raised right before you. Girl, you ain't never gonna change nobody, If he don't wanna, you can't make nobody. 'Cause you can't raise a man, no, no. -- K. Michelle

I remember when my heart broke. I remember when I gave up loving you. My heart couldn't take no more of you. I was sad and lonely.I remember when I walked out. I remember when I screamed I hated you. But somehow deep inside still loving you. Sad and lonely. No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you. Didn't know where I would go, where I would be. But you made me leave. And plus my heart it just, it just kept telling me so. --Keyshia Cole

Cash P.O.V **

" Put it right there " I tell Gia she dropped the little bag with her clothes in it and I smiled giving her a high 5.

I was proud of my self. I had gotten me a new house. It wasn't as extraordinary as Guccis castle but it was nice and good for the girls and I and my son to be here. .

" I did it "

" Yes you did " I laughed

" Alright thats all my stuff " Steph came in and Myan followed on her phone.

" Okay, Yall can go unpack your things. In gonna unpack this stuff " I say.

Scooby and Zeek helpped me moved my things from Storage.

" So do I get a meal for moving all of this? " Scooby as dropping a box.

" If you keep dropping my things you gonna get a first to your face "

" Oooh " Jas clapped

" You and Gucci are two angry Ma'fuckahs since you broke up...Alls im tryna do is be a good friend to yall and you treat me like shit " He says making us laugh.

" You on your period ? " Rae asked unpacking some things.

" Fuck yall " He walked off and I shook my head.