CHAPTER 56

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KAYDENCE

I wake up to Harry kissing my cheek softly, his lips moving along the edge of my jaw. I twitch when he reaches a spot under my ear, and roll away from him, hugging my pillow tightly to me.

“If you’re waking me up to go to the gym again, the answer is fuck off.” I grumble, my eyes tightly shut.

Harry chuckles from somewhere behind me, and the bed sinks as he moves closer behind me and wraps his arm around me. I open my eyes and look down at his arm, the inside of it facing me and giving me a glimpse of his ‘Things I can’ tattoo. I still wonder the meaning behind all of them. I rest my arm over Harry’s and unconsciously start to caress his arm with my thumb knowing where the tattoo is.

“No no no, no going back to sleep.” Harry says as he sees me start to close my eyes again.

I groan, and Harry lets me go as I start to turn over on my other side to face him. He wraps his arm around me again, and pulls my body  into his warm arms.

“I’m not getting up unless it’s a good reason to. “ I state.

He smiles, and looks down at me, his eyes still sleepy. “I actually wanted to go to the beach today. It looks hot out.”

“No thanks.” I say, and curl up to him.

“What’s wrong with the beach?” He asks, pulling back from me to make eye contact.

“There’s nothing wrong with the beach it’s just…” I press my lips into a line.

“It’s just what?” He presses.

I sigh, and roll over, staring up at the ceiling. “It’s just that I wasn’t that comfortable with putting on a bikini last time when we just went to the pool, but I sucked it up and it wasn’t that bad cause we were in the pool most of the time so it wasn’t like anyone could really see me. But at a beach it’s so public and there really is no escape cause like who sits in the ocean for that long and it’s not even hot enough to go in I mean the water is probably freezing, and then not to mention  the paparazzi and shit the last thing I want is to see my picture in the magazine and them pointing out my ass fat or the cellulite on my thighs or the fact that I don’t have a model body and oh my god I can just see the headlines ‘WHALE WASHES UP ON THE SHORE’ fucking-“

“KAY.” Harry interrupts.

“What?” I turn my head to look at him, blinking.

“Stop rambling, you’re worrying yourself for nothing.”

I take a deep breath then blow it out, reaching up to rub my tired eyes. “But it’s true, paparazzi follow you everywhere, and I don’t want people to take pictures of me in my bikini. Or pointing me out on the beach when they recognize you and talking shit about my body and how the whale-“

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