Falling For The Bad Boy

Chapter Forty Six.

That last chapter. Don't kill me for doing this :o

___________________________________

***June's POV***

I couldn't sleep. I was just tossing and turning, sometimes wiping the tears in my eyes, sometimes curling up in a ball. I didn't know what to do anymore, what to feel.
After he left, I've been feeling just empty. It felt like a huge part of me died when he walked away today. I tried to stop him by running after him, but he was gone.
I didn't feel like celebrating the new year after that. I locked myself in my room and hid inside my blankets. Emma had been calling me so I switched off my phone. I felt so bad for ruining my family's new year too. Now, I knew even Emma wouldn't go anywhere to celebrate. Mom, Ella and Jay were celebrating with each other in the living room. But I knew mom wasn't really enjoying down there. She was worried too.

I felt like a coward for hiding in like that. But I also felt my insides disappearing and making me feel like there was a hole inside. Like someone has stabbed a knife inside.

I thought of calling him, million times. But the regret of all that I said back then rushed back in my mind and I didn't feel like I had the courage to face him so soon. I would wait at least till tomorrow. I would have to tell him to not spoil our friendship again. I couldn't lose my best friend again.

I leaned up and glanced at the wall clock. It said 2 AM. I was pretty sure everyone was asleep, so I made my way downstairs to the kitchen. All the lights were off so my assumptions were true then. I opened the fridge and tried finding something to eat while breathing heavily. I've got cold and a soar throat from all the crying I've done. I actually felt my eyes burning. They were swollen too. And my cheeks freezing from the temperature outside. I found some left over noodles and started heating them up in the microwave.

"Unhealthy habits queen!" I heard an amused voice. I turned around and found Emma standing there with her arms folded on her chest.

"Says the girl obsessing over Drake!" I rolled my eyes and replied with sarcasm.

"Hey! Juney's sarcasm is back!" She squeaked and ran to me, awkwardly side hugging me. I smiled half hearted at her and hugged her back.
Then taking out my meal from the microwave, I sat at the counter stuffing everything in my mouth. Being sad always made me hungry. I felt like eating everything and everyone.

"So, now mind telling me your sob story?" She sat next to me, cupping her cheeks in her palms.

"Mind telling me why you're up at this time?" I asked with mouthful of noodles.

"Oh, my obsession is here." She grinned, saying. I mentally smirked at my brilliant way of changing the topic from me to her.

"Shut up! Drake's here?" I smiled and asked.

"In the living room. We were planning babies when I heard Miss hungriness. So I excused myself and came to your rescue." She replied, picking up an apple from the fruit basket and taking a bite.

"Seriously, can't you ever answer something soberly?" I asked her.

"That's something I've learned from my mother " she half smiled and answered.
I looked at her, wondering how much pain she would have felt when her mom started hating her.
"Enough with distracting topics. Sob story time!" Clapping her hands, she asked.

"He tried to kiss me." I made sure to look downwards while saying it.

"And?" Her grin was obvious when she asked.