Always [4 - Twins Series]

100 - DM's (Alyssa and Zac)

Date: October 6, 2014

Al? Are you okay?

That's your opening line? It's been over a week, Zac. I'm fine.

I'd be a terrible friend if I actually believed that. Are you okay?

No..
Are you?

No..

I am so sorry, Zac. I lost our children, it was me, and I will understand if you want to blame me.

Why on earth would I blame you? No matter what you say, it wasn't your fault.

Lies.

Truth.
It's okay to put down your walls and let yourself cry, Alyssa.

I did cry. I screamed, I let it all out! Now, I'm moving on.

Are you succeeding in moving on?

Of course I'm not. They were OUR babies! Our twins. We were supposed to watch them grow up, name them...

Noah Benjamin and Evelyn Faith.

We'd only JUST found out the sex of them, Zac. Now, it was all for nothing. All the hope that I've ever had for raising a family? Gone.

I understand...
I'm with Ian, Cole, and Paul. They miss you...

They came to the hospital last week, they comforted me. Now, I want to be alone.

Ian is your boyfriend.

Then he'll understand that I need time.

Okay. I'm always here if you need me, Al.

Thanks.
You too.

Thanks.
We'll get through this, okay?

Yeah? When?
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