Taehyung opened his crusty eyes and rubbed them to clear his vision. He felt sore, pain still shooting up his bum. He had a pout on his face as he slowly came to realize the fact that he was alone in his room. He relived the moments of his best night ever and regretted what happened seconds later. That was not what he had wanted to happen. He wanted to fall asleep in his boyfriend's arms with a smile, not tear filled eyes. He slowly sat up, noticing that he's wearing a white t-shirt and boxers. He looked at his right and saw jungkook's clothes from yesterday, folded neatly and kept on his bedside table. He frowned deeper now.
If his clothes are here then where is he?
His thoughts were answered by the door of his bedroom opening and jungkook walking in, holding a plate in his hands. Shirtless, with only loose green sweatpants on. Taehyung had bought those sweats a few months ago but since he bought it online his judgements for his size went horribly wrong. But god forbid if jungkook didn't do justice to them. Taehyung blushed deep red when he saw jungkook's chest and stomach, marked with purple hickeys all over. He wondered what he looks like after seeing jungkook but he doesn't think he's ready to see himself right now.
"I'm so sorry you woke up alone on the bed." Jungkook's soft voice snapped him out of his trance.
"You made breakfast." Taehyung said instead.
Jungkook smiled placing the plate on the bed in front of Taehyung. He leaned forward and kissed Taehyung's pouty lips, surprising the blonde. Taehyung blushed as jungkook skilfully picked up the rolled omelette with the chopsticks and brought it up to his mouth. He took a bite of the tasty looking food and gave his boyfriend a look of astonishment.
"How's it?" Jungkook asked, hoping he didn't add too much salt or pepper. Wait, he didn't add any pepper in the first place.
"It's perfect." Taehyung said, opening his mouth for another bite.
Jungkook chuckled feeding his boyfriend and thanking him for the compliment. Taehyung picked up another rolled omelette and fed jungkook too. They laughed and giggled feeding each other breakfast that was surprising well cooked by someone who could even burn water.
"Kookie I'm-"
"Shhh.. it wasn't your fault. I don't want you to think that."
Jungkook pushed the plate aside and took taehyung in his arms rubbing soothing circles on his back.
"But I was being really insensitive while you-"
"Baby, you and I both know very well that I was a bigger jackass. If someone was insensitive then it was me, not you. You were just being realistic." Jungkook said, frustrated by himself. "I ruined our perfect night."
Taehyung kissed his cheek and pulled back a little, still staying in his boyfriend's arms.
"You didn't ruin anything." Taehyung said as sincerely as he could. Jungkook sighed.
"I was thinking about it while I was cooking and, I'm willing to wait for you tae. Even if in the end you don't say it back, I'm okay with it. I just want you to know that I love you. For real."
Why are his words so familiar? Taehyung is yet again reminded of someone who had almost said the same thing to him once. He felt regret pinch his heart and he gasped. He hugged jungkook tightly, burrowing his face into his neck. This pain in his chest cannot only be guilt, can it? He knows it because he doesn't regret rejecting jaebum. He feels guilty for breaking his heart. But he doesn't regret it. It was necessary.
Then why? Why is his heart in pain? What is this pain?
"Let's just forget about this yeah?" Jungkook said. "Please baby, for me, forget about whatever I said. I know it's hurting you. And I've already hurt you enough."
They stayed like that, in each other's embrace for a while. Taehyung felt his racing heart calm down and he pulled away only to kiss jungkook. He forced himself to stop thinking about things he does not understand. For now, he's only going to concentrate on jungkook and he's going to be happy because he doesn't want jungkook to think that he's hurt. He knows he should be talking to jungkook about his feelings and ask for his help in figuring out what's exactly wrong. But he just can't bring himself to tell jungkook. This whirlwind of emotions will only push jungkook away, which Taehyung wants to avoid at all cost.
Jungkook carried taehyung to the bathroom and placed him on the closed toilet seat, filling the bathtub with hot water. Taehyung but his lip when jungkook lifted his sweatshirt off of him. Jungkook smirked feeling proud of all the hickeys scattered on his boyfriend's body.
"Take a bath with me kookie." Neither knew if this was a request or a command but jungkook followed nonetheless.
He pulled down Taehyung's boxers and carried him bridal style, lowering him into the tub. Taehyung blushed avoiding eye contact. Jungkook took his sweats off along with his boxers and stepped inside the tub behind taehyung. He pulled taehyung back so that his head was on jungkook's shoulder. Taehyung giggled giving jungkook's sharp jawline a kiss. Jungkook cupped his palm collecting some hot water in it and poured it on Taehyung's head. Taehyung glared at him, turning himself away from jungkook and splashing at him.
They played in the water until jungkook started cleaning taehyung but taehyung being the brat he is made it difficult for jungkook to wash his hair. He squirmed and splashed water onto jungkook, only resulting in the shampoo going into his eye. Jungkook cooed at his boyfriend trying to contain his laughter as he helped taehyung. After about thirty minutes jungkook had successfully cleaned himself and Taehyung, and had wrapped taehyung in fluffy white towel. He carried taehyung to his room letting the blonde choose his own PJs, a pink sweatshirt and loose strawberry printed cotton pants.
Taehyung frowned when he noticed jungkook wearing his last night's clothes.
"You're leaving?" Taehyung asked.
"Just going to get my stuff baby." Jungkook smiled. "I hope you don't mind me staying for the weekend?"
"Of course not. Just don't take too long." Taehyung said. Jungkook nodded and pecked his boyfriend's lips.
Taehyung gave him his house key as jungkook told him to lock the main door. Taehyung pouted not wanting to be alone but he quickly got distracted by cleaning his house. He cleaned his room first then did his laundry. He went to the kitchen to do the dishes next. While cleaning his house he tried his best to not divert his attention to unrelated irrelevant topics but the more he let his brain wander the more difficult it became to steer away from unnecessary negativity. He shook his head when he was done vaccum cleaning the floor and decided to watch Harry Potter on his television. He logged into his Netflix account and started the goblet of fire but before Cedric could die he had fallen asleep on the couch, until he was woken up by jungkook's gentle kisses.
"Wake up baby. I brought lunch." Jungkook's soft voice swimmed in his ears.
Taehyung loved how jungkook was so caring. His heart melts every time jungkook's does something so domestic yet super cheesy, for example, cooking food for him, bathing him, brushing his hair, carrying his schoolbag and giving him random kisses all over his face. Taehyung especially loved watching jungkook move around his house in sweatpants and white T-shirt, giving him a full view of his neck where his lovebite was prominently showing. Taehyung went over to his boyfriend who was busy setting the food, Seokjin had packed for them, on the plates out of the Tupperware container.
"Don't tell me Seokjin eomma saw this." Taehyung giggled poking the lovebite on jungkook's neck.
"Ouch babe careful. And your Seokjin eomma saw everything." Jungkook wiggled his eyebrows then winked.
"What do you mean everything?" Taehyung blushed, hoping Seokjin didn't see the bites on jungkook's stomach. Gosh! He needs to control his muscle kink!
Jungkook turned pulling his t-shirt up and exposing his back. Taehyung gasped seeing the red scratch marks all over his boyfriend's skin.
"Oh my god! Are you okay?!" Taehyung asked frantically. "They weren't there when we took bath! Where did they come from!"
"Oh babe, they're your gifts. You just didn't notice." Jungkook smirked. "And don't worry. I loved your nails on me."
Taehyung slapped jungkook's shoulder making him laugh. Jungkook pulled taehyung towards him and kissed him on the lips.
"You're an idiot." Taehyung murmured against jungkook's lips.
"Your idiot." Jungkook pecked Taehyung's nose. "Now let's eat."
Although it was barely 1pm taehyung was still feeling hungry and the aroma of japchae cooked by his one and only Seokjin eomma did nothing but increase his hunger. The couple sat in the living room, cuddling on the couch while eating and watching Moana, Taehyung's choice. Once they were done eating jungkook did the dishes seeing as taehyung had cleaned up the mess he made when he cooked breakfast this morning. Jungkook joined his boyfriend back on the couch. Taehyung was sitting between jungkook's legs, leaning behind so that his back was against jungkook's front.
"Hey babe, I got something for you." Jungkook said grabbing Taehyung's attention partially.
"What's it?" Taehyung asked even though he was totally invested in the movie.
Jungkook smirked, reaching for his backpack and pulled out a black box. Now this box definitely caught Taehyung's complete attention. Taehyung turned his head away from the movie, looking at jungkook sideways. He then glanced down at the black box jungkook placed on his lap.
"Open it." Jungkook whispered into his ear.
Taehyung paused the movie and curiously looked over the box trying to analyse it. He pulled the cover off of it and gasped loudly. His eyes bulging out of their sockets because of the pink dildo in the box.
"Jungkook- you- what- oh my god!" Taehyung was panicking in the best way possible. He was embarrassed but at the same time he was excited.
"How did you get this?!" Taehyung asked, mouth still hung open as he stared at the dildo.
Jungkook chuckled. He had expected 'why' instead of 'how'. But he was grateful that taehyung liked his surprise.
"Bought it online." Jungkook said. "There's another surprise babe. Hold the it in your hand."
Taehyung did as jungkook instructed and held the dildo with his shaky fingers. Jungkook then brought one of his hands up placing it under the dildo. His index finger moved and suddenly the dildo started shaking lightly in Taehyung's hand causing another gasp to slip from his mouth.
"Holy.... It vibrates..." Taehyung breathed out.
Jungkook smirked, taking the toy from Taehyung's hand and bringing it to his neck. Taehyung flinched when the toy touched his neck. He threw his head back onto jungkook's shoulder enjoying the feeling of the vibrator on his skin. Jungkook slowly went down, dragging the toy over Taehyung's chest to his nipples. Taehyung jerked up, one hand flying up to hold jungkook's hand while the other gripped the couch.
"Oh!" Taehyung moaned.
Jungkook's hand travelled down, between Taehyung's legs. He let the toy vibrate above Taehyung's clothed member, biting Taehyung's earlobe at the same time. Taehyung brought his legs together, back arching against jungkook's body.
"Kookie..."
Taehyung's moans encouraged jungkook to increase the intensity of the vibrator. Taehyung cried out and bit his bottom lip when he felt the vibration intensify and his legs trembled. Jungkook brought his boyfriend's lips towards his own wanting to kiss him as he cums. However, taehyung was unable to kiss jungkook properly. He was being stimulated so well that he had lost his senses. The only sensation he could focus on was the vibration over his crotch. Taehyung twitched, and shook violently as he came in his underwear, gasping and breathing heavily. While jungkook watched his boyfriend with a satisfied grin.
Hi lovelies! Firstly, thank you so so much for all the votes and comments! It really gives me a lot of motivation!
Secondly, I've been trying to do double updates every four days but I think I'm messing it up because I can't keep track of the days.. so I'm switching back to single updates every night.
Thirdly, I have no hate towards any of the characters in this story. I'm a multi Stan and I love them all. But for the purpose of this story and to build angst they'll be performing some acts which you do not like. I apologise for it in advance. However, I promise it gets better as the plot unfolds.
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