July 2014....
It's finally summer, dad and I are still on tour.
I love traveling the world and being able to see all the places I have never seen before.
The shows that were scheduled during dads honeymoon are rescheduled to the week we were suppose to have off.
I was still on edge, months later from my little episode. Dad has not let me leave his side, and is constantly checking on me.
Tonight was the last night I was home for the next couple months and Cameron who I had finally forgiven for the most part, invited us to a party. Now dad knows about this one, and is currently texting me about it since he was in Chicago with Pharrell for some I don't even know what.
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: yo be back by 11
Bri: my time or your time?
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: your time, and do text me when you get home
Bri: K
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: no drugs
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: no alcohol
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: and no kissing either
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: And text me as soon as you get home.
I was dressed in a white romper with my hair down with makeup.
Bri: I know!
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: chill out
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: you home alone?
Bri: yeah
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: who is taking you?
Bri: adam
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: not Cameron?
Bri: no.......
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: ok tell Adam not to leave before Cameron gets there
Bri: got it!
"Yo Bri I'm here!"
Bri: gtg Adam is here
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: as soon as you get home, love you!
Bri: roger that captain! Love you too!
"Where are you?"
"Upstairs!"
He came up and jumped up on the counter. "Sup"
"Sup"
"Your dad worries about you too much"
"Trust me I know, it's annoying"
"He told me not to leave until Cameron gets there"
"That's embarrassing you know right? He does this every-time he drops me off somewhere, so most of the time I lie and say they are inside just so he will go"
"I'll just drop you off, just don't tell him"
"I won't tell him, trust me"
"Cause your dad hooks me up with some good people to write music"
"I got you dude"
"Adam stop eating my food! We need to go!"
He grabbed his keys and walked out the door with me following.
He drove me to the party, "I'm leaving but text me if you need anything"
"Yeah I will"
"Don't text your dad if something goes wrong just text me so you don't give him a heart attack"
"We don't need that to happen again"
"Just be safe"
"Yeah ok bye" I said getting out of his car
I walked up and Cameron came up behind me. "Hey"
"Hi"
"Was that your dad?"
"No it was Adam"
"The guy who caught us last time"
"Yeah and that won't happen again"
"Come on let's go get a drink"
He grabbed my hand and lead me past a bunch of people and over to the drinks he poured me one and handed it to me before pouring himself one.
"No alcohol right?"
He took a sip, "right"
I held the drink in my hands, still not completely sure about it. Cameron said he had to run to the bathroom so I stood awkwardly alone until some guy came up to me. "You're really hot"
He stepped closer to me and tried to wrap his arm around me. "Hey yo!" It was Cameron who pushed him off and wrapped his arms around me
"What she's cute"
"Yeah well she's my girlfriend"
Uh no.....
"No way"
"Yes way"
"Prove it" Cameron set his drink down and put his hands on my cheeks and kissed me
I was in shock but kissed him back for a mere second before he pulled away. He smiled at me, and I smiled back.
There goes no kissing. Sorry dad.
The guy waved Cameron off and left. "I'm sorry- that was no way to have your first kiss"
"It's fine- I wanted to get it over with anyway"
The night went on and I was having tons of fun with Cameron. I finally took a sip of the drink he got me, and it tasted weird but good, I downed the rest of it since I was really thirsty.
Cameron pulled me on to the makeshift dance floor and wrapped his arms around me. As the minutes dragged on I got dizzier and dizzier. "I need fresh air" I said to him and he followed me out
Bri: I'm feeling really dizzy
Adam🎸✌🏽: need me to pick you up?
I lost my balance and fell back into the Cameron. "You ok?"
"I'm really dizzy"
"I feel like I'm-" and my vision went black
Cameron's pov
"Bri" I looked down and her eyes were closed.
I grabbed her phone, she texted adam last.
Bri: adam it's Cameron she passed out
Bri: justin its Cameron, Bri just passed out
Some kid walked by and I stopped him, "Where is the nearest hospital"
"It's right down the block on your left" I had to get her there I walked and walked until I finally got there
Adam🎸✌🏽: I'm on my way. Hospital?
Bri: I got her there, it's right past the party on the left
I put her phone in my pocket. "Excuse me my girlfriend passed out can you help me"
They made me carry her to a room and they said to wait outside
I went to the waiting room and Adam came running in. "Where is she?"
"They took her into a room"
"What happened?"
"I have no clue, she was fine the whole night until she had the drink I gave her"
"Did it have alcohol?"
"No"
"She asked to get fresh air and I went with her and right after she texted you she passed out, I texted you and her dad"
"You texted him?!"
I nodded, "Where is her phone"
I opened it and justin had texted me back
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: what do you mean she has passed out?
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: Where is she?
Bri: at the hospital
Dad😍🖤✌🏽: I'm coming, give me two hours
Two hours later
Justin's pov
I rushed into the hospital that Cameron gave me direction to. I saw Adam and ran up to him, "Where is she?"
"They are treating her now man"
"Where is he?"
"He went to the bathroom, take it easy on him dude it wasn't his fault"
"How else would this happen?"
"It wasn't him, he carried her here, he made sure she didn't drink alcohol"
Cameron came back and sat next to adam. "Tell me what happened"
"It was fine she was having a good time, I got her a drink and she held it without drinking it, I left for thirty seconds and some dude was flirting with her"
I clenched my fists, "I got him to go away and it was fine until she drank the drink without any alcohol in it, and she asked to go and get fresh air and she passed out"
I paced around the room, "JT she's fine dude"
The nurse came out, "which one of you is her father?" I stepped forward
"She had a reaction to whatever was in the drink that was spiked and we had to pump her stomach, but she is asking for you"
She walked me to the room and Bri was laying there. "Dad"
I sat down in the chair next to her, she grabbed my hand. "How did you get here"
"I flew down here when Cameron told me"
"He told you?"
"Yeah him and Adam are outside"
"What happened?"
"Someone spiked your drink"
"It wasn't Cameron"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah some guy came up to me and was trying to talk to me and Cameron kissed me to get him to go away"
"He What?!"
"Kissed me"
"I told you not to-"
"Dad my stomach" she clutched her stomach and I stopped talking and ran to her side
"It's okay baby" she clutched my hand as the nurse came in
"I can give her a shot to help with the pain till tomorrow" I looked down at her and she was shaking her head
"Baby it will help with the pain"
They did it and Bri fell into my arms after it was over. "I wanna go home"
"Can she go home?"
The nurse nodded, "take it easy for the next week or so"
I picked Bri up and brought her back out to where Adam and Cameron were.
Cameron stood up and Bri looked at him but she shut her eyes and cuddled further into my chest.
"I can take him home" I said
Adam came over and took Bri from me. I lead Cameron out to my car and drove him home.
"I'm sorry Mr. Timberlake" I shook my head
"It's Justin"
"I'm sorry Justin"
"You should get going it's late"
"Tell Bri I-"
"I got it" I interrupted him and he got out and closed the door behind me
I went home and Adam went home. "Hope ya feel better" adam said to her and she smiled at him
"Thanks bro" she mumbled
I sat down next to her, "should I tell mom?"
"I mean probably, unless you want to be sleeping on the couch"
Group text message
Babes😍😩🖤: Mom something happened..
Wifey😍💍: what did he do now?
JT: why do you always assume it's my fault
Wifey😍💍: it usually is.
JT: the party didn't go so well, I'm back home with Bri since the drink she drank was spiked and she had to get her stomach pumped
Wifey😍💍: awww poor baby, is she ok?
Bri😍😩🖤: I'm ok, really sore.
Wifey😍💍: take care of her
JT: yes ma'am
Wifey😍💍: I mean it.
JT: I got it I got it!
Bri cuddled into my chest, and I sighed. "I'm sorry"
"For what?"
"Tonight, I was trying to get you to know that I could handle going to a party on my own and I can't even do that"
"Hey hey look at me" she glanced up at me
"Who cares about the party, do I wish you didn't go, yeah I always wish you don't go to parties not because I don't trust you, I trust you too much sometimes, but I just don't trust other people, like that kid that came up to you when Cameron left, I want to beat him up"
"I just want to be able to go to a party without anything happening, and it never will nothing for me goes perfect something always goes wrong"
"No ones perfect"
"You are"
"Far from that"
"Yeah you are you don't get it, you have this perfect music career, acting career, perfect family until you adopted me, I'm the only imperfect thing in your life"
She tried getting up put I pulled her back down
"No I'm not perfect, no one is, everyone screws up, I screw something up everyday, from forgetting my contacts to screwing up a dance in front of millions of people, and neither is Jess, or Adam, or ed of anyone, they all can tell you they screw up all the time, especially ed he trips over air and always has an out of tune guitar but he gets by"
"I just want to be normal, to be able to go get coffee without people following me and yelling stuff at me, or be able to go to real school and not have people being my friends just because your my dad, or be able to have a normal relationship with Cameron, and go on actual dates"
"I've been trying to be normal my whole life"
"I've never been normal and I never will because I have so many problems, from anxiety, my nightmares, my past, and trying to end my life multiple times"
She got up and slowly made her way to her room. "Hey come back" I got up and followed her till she slammed her door right in my face
"You don't have to open the door but just listen to me, I don't care about your past, or your anxiety or any of that, that's not what I see when I look at you, you wanna know what I see, I see the most beautiful, funny, kind, adorable, hard working girl that just happens to my daughter, don't listen to anyone, they all have their own opinions, they are only trying to knock you down, and your way stronger than them"
"You can stop making me cry now" she mumbled from the other side
"You make me cry all the time too"
"You can come in, i can't sleep"
I opened the door and she was getting in bed trying to get comfortable.
I got in next to her, and wrapped her in my arms. "No nightmares"
"Doubt that" she grumbled as she pulled the covers over her head and buried her head in my neck.
"I love you"
"Forever" she whispered
"And always"
A/N
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