Maybe I didn't mean as much to you as I thought I did
This thought has consumed me, just like a pyre.
I thought we had a bond that would always last,
But now it seems like it's fading so fast.
I gave you my heart, without any hesitation.
I trusted you blindly, with full dedication.
But now it seems like you don't care,
It's like you left me stranded, in the middle of nowhere.
Maybe I was too naive, and gave you too much power.
Maybe I should have seen it coming, like an approaching shower.
But your love for me seemed so real,
At least that's how it made me feel.
I loved you with every fiber of my being,
You were my everything, my entire meaning.
We laughed, we cried, we shared our fears,
I thought we had a love that would last for years.
But it seems like I was wrong,
Our bond wasn't as strong,
As I thought it would be,
It seems like you don't want me.
Maybe, I was too much for you to handle,
Maybe, my love was too much of a scandal.
Maybe, you didn't want my devotion,
Maybe, you just wanted my attention.
It hurts so much to think that I wasn't enough,
That my love for you wasn't worthy, it was just fluff.
But I gave you my heart, without any reservations,
And now I feel like I'm trapped in an unbearable situation.
Maybe, I should have taken it slow,
Maybe, I should have let my love for you grow.
Maybe, I should have been more cautious,
Maybe, I should have listened to my intuitions.
But you swept me off my feet,
And I fell for you, without missing a beat.
I let you into my world,
Hoping that our love would unfurl.
But maybe, I was too blind to see,
That our love wasn't meant to be.
Maybe, it was just a phase,
A temporary feeling, like a fleeting craze.
Maybe, it's time for me to move on,
To find someone who will never be gone.
Maybe, it's time for me to let go,
Of the love that I thought was all I know.
Maybe, you didn't mean to hurt me,
Maybe, you left me without any clarity.
Maybe, I didn't mean as much to you as I thought,
Maybe, my love for you was all for naught.
But now I know that I need to let go,
And move on with a heart that's not so slow.
I will find a love that's worth fighting for,
A love that will leave me wanting more.