Rebecca POV
I didn't got a chance to explain anything to Freen and she also didn't seemed to care about it. Instead she is shipping me and Daniel, passing us playful smile and pulling us to dance together.
She don't care, she is happy dancing with Irin and Tee. Their physical proximity angers me, but I cannot say anything. Daniel gave me a beer bottle and I don't remember how much alcohol I drank. My mind became slow after sometime, all I can see is Tee's hands over Freen, Irin lying over Freen, both of them hugging her tightly, Freen laughing at them, she stopped looking at me as she is so much busy with THEM!
I am in bathroom now, I don't remember who brought me here, I am in my innerwears and I am over the toilet, vomiting continuously.
"Becbec what happened!" I heard Freen.
"I am not feeling well Freen" I answered as I wiped my face and eyes.
"Can I come in?" She asked. I don't have enough energy to stand up so I called her in to help me.
"Bec!!" Freen said as she rubbed my back helping me to relax and breathe.
After some time, I stopped vomitting, but I still don't feel well.
"My head is spinning Freen" I said.
"Can you bath by yourself Bec?" She asked.
"Yes...." I said standing weakly.
She made me sit in the tub "Let me help you" she said and started washing my body with warm water. Even if we are this close she don't have any reaction, I can see in her eyes that she just cares for me as a friend.
After bathing me, she wrapped me in a dry towel and I removed the wet clothes from underneath it. She made me brush teeth and then she took me to the bed to sleep. After making me lay on the bed she left to wash herself up.
"She must be grossed by me." I whispered as I closed my eyes. I cannot sleep thinking about what happened today. Today made me realised that I am foolishly in love with her and she doesn't even care a little. I wish that I could be her BECKY.
"Do you want to change clothes?" she asked as she came back to the room, I nodded no.
She slept beside me and pulled me in a hug "Is this better?" She asked. I nodded yes. Her warm embrace, even if she just treats me as a friend, it makes me feel safe and complete.
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I cannot sleep because of headache and Freen. It's early morning now.
"Bec.... Are you okay?" Freen asked but I didn't replied anything. I don't know but I am so much overwhelmed by emotions that I cannot stop my tears.
"Is anything wrong Rebecca?" She asked looking at me.
"Go away Freen!" I said shoving her away. I am crying and angry because of her.
She pulled me and climbed on top of me. "You are already angry at me, it's better to face all your anger in one go, so I want to ask you one question! Can I kiss you?" She asked staring at me like a child.
"Is her memories coming back? Does she think that I am Becky? Am I dreaming?" I thought.
"WHERE IS THE STUPID POCKET WATCH FREEN!" I asked pushing her away.
"Right here!" She said pointing at the side table beside the bed.
"Are you fine? Do you feel pain anywhere?" I asked.
"WHAT! What can happen to me? I am perfectly fine" she said putting that watch in her pant's pocket.
"Let's forget I ever asked that stupid question" she said and laid on the bed to sleep again.
"Who am I?" I asked to make sure that she asked this question to me not to Becky.
She looked at me and replied "I am fine Rebecca, I was stupid to ask that question. Please don't get weirded out by me."
"If you want then I will sleep on the couch" she suggested.
She was asking to kiss me! Not to her ex-girlfriend Becky! She likes me!!
"Do you want to kiss me?" I asked.
"Maybe.... Not really...." She said and turned away.
I pulled her towards me and kissed her "You cannot take back your words now" I said.
She looked at me and pulled me again in a kiss. It wasn't a normal kiss, it was a hungry kiss filled with passion and longing. We kissed until we were out of breaths.
"I love you Freen" slipped out of my mouth as I was so happy.
"I love you too SILLY!" She replied making me feeling the luckiest girl in the world now.
"I love her and she loves me!" I said in my mind and hugged her.
"Now I can sleep peacefully" I said and slept in her embrace.