TW SA
If sensitive please skip
Third pov***
Mary walked toward Lulu to see what happened
Mary: what happened
Lulu: I want to see her regularly mmh
Mary: is something wrong
Lulu: well she's having trouble expressing any emotions but am her and sadness and I want to see her sleep schedule and food schedule
Mary: why why what do you thinks wrong
Lulu: I can't tell it could be one or more diagnosis I have to test her and talk with her
Mary: okay same time or
Lulu: I want to see her at 12pm every day don't miss one it's crucial please
Mary: okay thank you
Lulu: no problem
Y/n's pov***
What do I do I can't talk to her about my past life It hurts to much I don't want to remember it I want it to disappear
As I was thinking about everything I realised I was at the old skate park near my house and guess who's there
JADEN
I looked at him he looked happy but not his usual smile
I didn't bother talking to him I just put my hood looked at the floor and continued walking
Jade a pov***
I was having some fun with my friends but I couldn't help but think about y/n I miss her so fucking much
I wish I can hug her I wish I can kiss her and just hold her safe in my arms forever
But that's not going to happened if she doesn't want to see me or anyone
As I was talking with my friends about our upcoming baseball game and how they miss y/n playing I heard one say
A/n: just to clarify I don't know any of Jadens mates from baseball so I'm making up name pls don't hate
Levi: jeez we need an extra player so bad but it's going to be hard to find one when the season is almost done
Jaden: ye I agree with that
Jackson: what about y/n I heard she back
Hudson: ye same apparently she doesn't play sport anymore
Cole: what really no baseball or boxing
Jackson: apparently so
Smith: is this because she went back to her bio parents
Levi: what a wos
They all laugh together
Jaden: no it's because she got forced to live with someone that hurts her physically and mentally and that's hard when you are all by yourself
They all just stare at me with their eye wide open
Levi: in sorry dude forgot you had a thing with her
Cole: ye man
Jaden: ye whatever
As we continued to talk Jackson pointed out y/n we turn our heads and she her skating down the road with her headphones on
We stare at her and see she makes he way to the skate park
Harry: so she doesn't play sport but skates what the fuck
Levi: dude we should go all to her
Jackson: man she isn't mentally stable shell probably hurt us or some shit haha
He laughs
Y/n pov***
I made my way to the skatepark
While I was in Australia I learned how to skate from an old friend that I was close to and I help me relax
As I skate down the street I notice Jaden and his friends talking and laughing
He was the first one that spotted me; I didn't really care I don't have time for a relationship I'm not ready
The last time someone lived me they started to abuse me mentally and physically then when I moved here my grandma didn't even fight to have me around
As I continued to skate I make it to he bowl and how up and down the ramps and practice my kick flips
As I sit down to tie my lysis I saw jaden and his friends walking closer to me I got up and tried to skate away but someone grabbed my arm
I turn around and saw it was smith instead of jaden I took my head phones of to listen what they want
Y/n: what??
Smith: y/n your back we missed you
Y/n: haha ye sure
I turn to put on my headphones but then someone snatched them from me
Y/n: what the fuck give that back
Levi: what are you going to do BEAT US
I just stared at him with a shocked expression
Y/n: you know if you want the attention that bad there is a group of girls over there that can reject you
I heard Jaden let out a chuckle as I snatched my headphones back and grabbed my board
As I turned around and started to walk away I felt someone tug on my hair
I tried to turn around but before I could I got pushed to the floor
Y/n: ahhhh fuck
I looked up and saw JADEN
Y/n: yo what the fuck Jaden leave me alone
As I was about to get up Levi kicked me in the stomach
Levi: this is what you get bitch for leaving us during the season
Smith: Levi that enough dude let's go
Levi: no
He grabbed my by my shirt and punched me in the face making my nose bleed and mouth
I looked up at him and quickly kicked him in the balls grabbed my stuff and ran
Yes I was hurting a lot and I couldn't stop thinking what Jaden did to me
As I was running I heard shouting behind me
Levi: go fucking get her
Harry: let's go guys
As I got to the house I tried to open it but the door was locked
Y/n: shit no no no no no no no no
I turned around and saw the whole group standing in front of me
Hudson: where do you think your going
Cole: maybe you shouldn't have ran
I look at Jaden and he just stares at me
Jackson: what Jaden going to do huh
Y/n: if you fucking touch me I'll kill you
Levi: oh baby you won't be able to do anything it's 6 against one
Levi: grab her take her the the side of the house so no one sees us
Smith and cole grab my arms as I try to scream but Jackson hit my face
They push me against the wall as I look at Levi
Y/n: what are you going to do hit me
Levi: maybe or we could have some fun instead
Y/n: get the fuck away from me jaden help me please
I cry but he just stands there looking at the ground
Levi went and lifted my shirt and placed his and on my stomach and went up until he reached my boobs
I tried to kick him but Jackson held my legs down I closed my eyes as I cried
I heard Jaden scream
Jaden: get your fucking hands of her
Levi: Jaden why do t you join us hey
Jaden punched Levi in the nose and his little buddies let me go as they went to help him up
I got up and ran towards the back and climbed up the waterspout to my little balcony
I shut my window and locked it as I was to afraid they'll follow me
Time skip a week
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Jaden pov***
Y/n hasn't been to school for a week and I'm very worried
Levi and his little group aren't talking to me and training is mostly to see who can hit me more with the ball when they bat
But jayla is doing well she is in a movie now and is doing great with her acting so is Javon
That reminds me I have to go talk to jayla and ask if she heard from Y/n they used to be pretty close
Jaden: Hey jayla; I was wondering if you've heard from y/n at all this last week
Jayla: um actually yes I have
Jaden: what did she say
Jayla: she's planning on moving maybe and she's been talking about therapy
Jaden: she does therapy??
Jayla: ye why she didn't tell you
Jaden: no she didn't
Jayla; well that's a first
Jaden: did she mention anything else
Jayla: um ye she's back on proscribed drugs
Jaden: why didn't she tell me
Jayla: she seems mad at you
Jaden: ye she probably is; I'm going to her place after school wanna come
Jayla: ye Javons coming as well
Jaden: ye fine
After school. Jayla drove us to her house we marked in her driveway and went to knick in the door after the third knock she finally answered
Y/n: hello...
She looked up and her face instantly dropped
Jayla: can we come in to talk
Y/n: I'm really busy right now guys I have to
Jaden:please ( I cut her off )
Y/n: fine
Y/n pov***
I met them in and we walked to the living room
Javon: so y/n why weren't you at school
Y/n: I've been busy
Jaden: busy doing what
Y/n: why does this concern you
Jayla: because we love you
Y/n: ye clearly
I said eyes jaden
Jayla: jaden what did you do
Jaden: nothing
Jayla: ye right
Y/n: listen I have to go so can you please leave
Jaden: why didn't you tell me about the drugs
I stared at him as my face goes pale
Y/n: it's none of your business
Jaden: it is because I love you dammit
I looked at him with tears in my eyes
Y/n: you you love me
Jaden: yes I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you on that night you got sexually assaulted I was... Stupid fucking idiot I'm so so sorry
Jayla: you fucking for SAed a d you didn't tell us
Y/n: ye well it's because I'm broken okay what do you want me to say
Javon: you're not broken
Y/n: yes I am I have bad anxiety and depression and now I was diagnosed with an eating disorder I'm on pills to help cope okay
Jaden: y/n I'm so sorry love come here
Jaden then pulls me j to a hug while I cry