Something Special

Chapter 34.

Tess's P.O.V.

We all grabbed our bags and threw them into the limo.

Once we got into the limo, Bart made an announcement.
"Alright, first room this time is Shawn, Jack .G, and Jack .J. Second is, Nash, Taylor, Carter, and Aaron. Third room is Matt, Hayes, Cam, and Tess. Everyone good with that?" Matt smiled at me after the announcement, and everyone nodded.

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Tess's P.O.V

Matt, Hayes, Cam, and I walked into our hotel room.

"I call the bed near the windooooowww!" I shouted.

"I call it too!" Matt jumped beside me.

"Oh no, you don't!" Cam pushed him off and took his spot on the bed. I rolled my eyes and they started to argue. Hayes still stood by the door, mystified. I walked over to him and joined.

"Wanna make out again?" I asked casually. Hayes shrugged his shoulders.

"Sure. I mean, I guess." Then Hayes turned to me and suddenly his eyes opened wide like he finally got the question right on a giant math exam.

"What? Yeah!" Hayes grinned. I smiled and grabbed his face, then our lips pounded together. The found a certain lock, and it clicked open as Hayes opened his mouth. I ran my tongue along his mouth and he smashed his into my now open mouth. It probably looked gross to watch, but it was actually pretty fun. I ran my hands up Hayes shirt, and slowly on his abs. Woah, did he ever have abs! The lines were connected, and revealed an obvious 6 pack. He decided that he would get more intense too. His hand reached by my butt and I helped guide it there. He squeezed it, and a shock of electricity filled my body. Then I pulled one of his hands to land on my stomach, and he pushed it up to my breasts. I let out a small moan, as he squeezed, then gently caressed them around. I put my hand down his pants and a little groan escaped his mouth. I could feel a pretty big size and I started trailing my fingers slowly up and down. Another moan from Hayes, and soon another one from me. This is the farthest I've ever gone with a guy, and I wonder of this was Hayes's farthest with a girl. And once all of this was going down, Cam and Matt were still screaming at each other. Then their screaming went silent and I knew they had seen us. I started kissing more intensely with Hayes again, and I heard the boys storm over. Hayes pulled away at the same time as me.

"What the hell are you doing?" Matt yelled.

" I don't wanna date you if your gonna scream at Cam for wanting to share a fucking hotel bed with me!" I shot back.

"Wait, you guys are dating?" Hayes said quietly.

"Yes, we are. So how bout you mind your own FUCKING BUSINESS HAYES, and stop making out with my effing girlfriend!" Matt was about to attack Hayes when I stepped in front of Matt.

"Listen, we WERE dating, okay? I don't think we are anymore." I spoke quietly to Matt.

"You'r a bitch, you know that? Maybe us guys have changed, but you know what you'll always be? You'll always be the first thing I ever called you. A bitch." Matt stood tall over me, and spat the words in my face. It stung more then any bee stung I ever received and his words lingered and echoed in my head like some crazy nightmare. Hayes and Cam turned towards me as Matt stormed out of the room. Tears filled my eyes but I held them back.

"You guys were dating? Tess, did you use me?" Hayes asked, a sad expression in his voice.

"No, no Hayes, I didn't. I didn't want to date him anymore. We only got together this morning, and we've only ever kissed once, so what a relationship, huh?" I laughed the words out, but I knew I was basically crying.

"Tess, its not the relationship part thats the big deal, is it?" Hayes asked almost silent. I shook my head. Then I smiled at both Hayes and Cam, and walked into the bathroom. I locked the door. I wanted Matt back. I wanted him as a friend. I wanted him as a boyfriend? A crush? I don't know. I just wanted him back. Maybe I am a bitch. It takes us this long to finally date, and I call it off because he doesn't want me sharing a bed with another guy. I think back to the time at the hotel room, where Shawn, Matt, and Cam, all sat around tickling me. Us all laughing. Nobody even caring. I want it to be like that. No dating, no kissing, no sex, no nothing. Just all of them having a little relationship each with me. I want movie nights with Cam back. Singing with Shawn back. And exercising with Matt back. I wanted them all back. But, I'm a bitch. A selfish bitch. And I couldn't have them all. Apparently I cant even keep one.

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